at TJC yesterday, we saw this guy.
who wore a shirt saying DUNNO at the back.
then this other guy came along, wearing a shirt that said ISSIT U.
so me and abigail pieced it together.
"ISSIT U?"
"DUNNO"

lol. i love the Singaporean-ness of it. the spelling especially.
she runs with such style, and speed.

Jumper is a terrificly-awesome-omg-mindblowing movie.
especially with Hayden Christensen. i don't really like him but he made this movie really good.
angmohs have such swoon-worthy eyes.
sigh.
but no, i'm not a SPG in the making. eww no.

so bryan was being a little arse today and acting cool.
and i admit i kinda got pissed off by him. but he msged back to apologise for not talking to me much. so i guess he's forgiven.
still, a prick.
he made me go all the way to JURONG just to watch a movie.
and lol, just cause like alot of people he knew were there, he left me more or less alone.
and the worst part, he called my belt 'auntie'. i was ready to pounce.

god.
i hate guys who practically forget about their friends when others are around.
like as though your mian zi is worth a tenth as much as our friendship.
but it's okay.
you act cool,
i be cooler.
(:
you swine.

but my softness made me go like: nvm la.
when i could've said:
-who do you think you are?
-you don't deserve it.
-yeah. tyvm, your apology makes my whole world happier.
-or, i really don't give a shit.
and maybe alot more. haha. mum told me never to let myself get bullied. i shall try another time.

so i left him early enough, met mum for dinner.
she thought i cried. cause this time, both my eyes were really red and i sounded sad cause of my sore throat.
so she was like: did you get scolded??
lol.

she's forbidding me to go to chuch tmr.
and i have to go to the clinic. maybe i should've just said: yes mum, i got bullied. happy?
i hate anti-biotics. and sorry tall guy, for like the third week in a row. i promised you starbucks right? i know you like java chips:D

mum's really funny when she scolds people on the road.
if someone cuts her lane, she'll go: YOU SWINE.
it's really really hilarious.
cause swine's not a bad word and it's usable in front of two kids.
and for me, if i really don't like a girl, i'll call her a cow.
animals are pretty good to use as insults.

we drove past geylang lorong 12.
they really left nothing to the imagination. it was like, as-low-as-you-can-go ripped minis, with i-like-to-cover-my-assets-and-let-you-see-the-rest tops.
wait, it's more like a shirt cut into lingerie. lol.
mum told me she always thought that indians were chaste.
it's quite obviously not the case. i feel sad.

we have this replacement teacher for mrs thong.
she's called ms tong.
she has small eyes, a skinny frame, bangs and a very cian-bian face.
and we like to add: eh sylvia, you two look so alike!
sylvia tong, i pity you. your long-lost relative really makes me wanna punch her.
her lessons are quite horrid.
i'll rather not elaborate.
but she always goes like: okay class, i've finished my lesson. you all can do whatever you want now.
and she likes to tell individual girls: please pay attention in class.
using that annoying voice of hers. please, let me stuff cotton into her mouth, and nose, and ears, and eyes.

all teachers have some trademark.
mr peh likes to end his lesson this way: with this, class dismissed. thank you class.
ALWAYS. i swear. everyday from last year.
mdm goh, when she comes in, likes to say: can you all please open the windows. it's so stuffy.
so much so that we automatically open the windows when we see her walking from opposite. lol.
i can remember so many things about ms lee, but her most award-winning is:
pay attention ahhh.

i've moved from a bird-watcher to a moon-watcher to a teacher-watcher.

anyway, speaking of birds.
some couple of birds built their nest in some tree, and omg, two eggs fell into our flower pot.
i was so upset! they were so delicate and small and white. two birds died):
they should've built it like further in or soemthing. they picked the really thin and lousy branches. mum says that birds don't have a very intelligent brain. i told her snails don't even have a brain. (and they have both male & female sex organs.)
but it was really cute cause we could see like the two fat parents and the bunch of baby birds there. i became a giddy wide-eyed schoolgirl.

okay. i'm going to watch teevee.
i notice some people like to finish their post with "buh bye"s.
so i shall go,

let's meet again(:

She's such a happy girl.

my eye's like RED RED.
i kinda rubbed it. alot. and it's sorta infected i guess. oops.

at tuition yesterday, i sneezed really loud and hard.
next minute, blood came out.
i panicked. lol. and erm. not to be gross but phlegm's really green if you're sick. like grass colour. if you're normal, it's supposedly yellow.
so mine came out green+red=brown. chocolate brown.
ewwww. i bet you just said that.

since i had nothing to do today,
i accompanied abigail and aisyah to TJC for the sports heats. don't think our class won anything although we did get into the finals for the relay.
but i mean like, 8 teams get in. and each class sends one?
and, there're only nine classes. =_=

so after all the loud noisy and confusing mess,
we went to the bus stop. they all went home and marissa came along.
she's really very tall.
like, i have to look up to her when we talk. lol.

and i met ashley.
we went to Ice Cream Chef. in my craziness, i ordered like a pint.
one whole small tub. haha. chocolate, strawberry and nutella.
faith and fatimah came later and we had a mini-reunion.
i'm happy cause i finished the icecream:D

i missed ashley.
haha. her weird jokes, her exaggerrated explanations, her facial expressions-
everything.
her school has alot of scandals. so interesting eh:D
and we were being mean but yes, we did make fun of the weird people who we encountered.
the really really weird ones.
who have fake RI boyfriends and write poser-ish love poems.
makes me wanna puke.
familiar? :D

i was a little pissed off in class cause of the last minute econs question.
they literally shirked it to me, and i had to impromptu-ly come up with something.
i get really annoyed when there's last minute things. and when i could've used a little bit of useful help.

but anyway.
A Math ca was okay. except that i totally didn't see the last question. and it costs 8 marks.
the tangent perpendicular to radius thing that daphne said was a give-away.
i felt like taking a shot to my head.
ARGH.
i hope i get the rest right.
i hope i get at least a 28/40.
then i'll be further away from a fat F9.
pray. yes, pray.

i have self-expectations.
i like to meet them.
and if other people don't meet their own, it's not gonna affect me anyway.
i'll still like to meet mine.
but yes, i like to help. so in the end, it affects me in a good way you know?
i apologise for my insensitivity but i really can't do much else.
"it's alright", "let's practise" and unconcious ego-boosts.

i want Geog back and i want Math back.

so tired as i was when i reached home today,
i know it sounds ridiculous but i kinda cheered up.
after reading a message on friendster.
call me a no-lifer but a 'smile' actually does help.
a fake, electronic smile. yes. fake.

haha(; thank you.

tomorrow i'm going to watch Jumper.
I Will. cause i say so. even if the queue lasts till the toilets and down the escalators.
or bryan can queue up while i do some shopping.
HAHA. okay that's mean. but yeah. no more lousy movies please.
i really need visual therapy.

i like going out with no-stress people.
i like happy people who swing their arms around and clap for no particular reason.
i like looking at people who smile at me. and i'd like to smile back.

this is written by a Singaporean commoner, aged 15. February 22nd, 2008.

'Fatigue is but a state of the mind.'
do you agree? (8 marks)


i'm really happy that the one week holidays are coming.
thank you.

i just gave mum my present.
:D
she seems really happy. she's like trying on the eyshadow and saying "nice right, nice right".
i mean like, yeah. duh. IIII bought it! lol. of coursse i'll known.
and the sunglasses too.
ah, the money was more than well-spent(:

we just came home from 6th Avenue, and the brazillian fare was so awesome.
i must've ate like 100 bucks worth of meat.
cause i took alot of tenderloin and beef upsides.
awww man:D i'm so satisfied.
and yes, i'm okay now. just left with a bad throat, everything else is gone.

i actually said Hello to a woman walking out of the toilet.
she said Hello back. you see, foreigners are so much friendlier(: especially blacks.

met sally and syafiqah in the sick bay. i stayed there for like two periods xD
and slept like a pig. i think they got a little scared when they saw me cause they said i looked crazy. my hair was probably the bird's nest it is every morning when i wake up.

so anyway.
i know i've often told people that i was scared shitless of angmohs when i was a baby.
and cried. alot.
but today i found out the truth.

shaun was the one who was really scared.
we were at jack's place, and there was this angmoh sitting behind him or something. so everytime they made eye contact, shaun woul burst out screaming and wailing.
mum said it was probably the first time he saw blond hair and red faces. maybe he thought it was a monster or something? but yeah. i think he was only one at that time.

me.
erm, i was really weird.
mum was carrying me alone on the mrt. and this nice angmoh dude came over and smiled at me.
and then, i cried.
HOW WEIRD IS THAT. haha. he must've had really big teeth or something. poor guy.
he must have thought that i was cute and then came over to smile.
oops.

and back to shaun again,
this time, more recent.
he was about 9, me 8 and ines 1. mum finally got a table at ikea and stationed shaun to sit there.
sicne he was the biggest of the kids etcetcetc.
so when we came back, there was this huge angmoh sitting at OUR table, and shaun was sorta staring at the floor.
mum had to chase him away. and after that she asked shaun why he let someone else sit there.
okay. i love this part. shaun leow, this is gonna be etched in my memory for another hundred years! :D

"he's so big- i scared he bash me up!"

oh my god. i laughed for a good straight few minutes after that. he was already at least p3?
holy cow.

i think i have a really funny family.

anyway. today in school.
i saw daphne walking out for bio. and she was like shouting at abigail.
"EH YOU! GOOD LUCK FOR CHEM OKAY!"
but abigail was like doing something else. so daphne got a little pissed, and shouted really loud, and then abigail was like: yeah la yeah la!
and then daphne "hrmped" and walked off.
haha. i think abigail's like the most stylo mann!

the chem test btw, was okay.
overall i think i only get a C6 cause the first test was horribly done. like only 30% passed or something. can't rmb. but i was one of them with a really shitty pass.

we played netball during recess today.
i think it was really cool cause i scored from like two metres away? hawhaw!
sense of great accomplishment. tyty.
but then like after that i felt very.v.v.v.v tired. lol.

some bo liao bryan msged me about his kick-my-arse fantastic chinese results. 78% big deal meh?! hrmph. haha. sucker la.
and to nick if you still do read,
PICK UP YOUR DAMNED BALLS AND CHASE THE GIRL LA.
dancers are romantic people, they prefer to be chased(: must try mahh. put my advice to good use kay, and please be a man. jia you!


the more i know you, the more you confuse me.
the more i hear about you, the more disappointed i am.
it's really rocking my faith and trust in you. and again, i'm tired.
but the more you talk to me, the brighter my world seems.
for you're the only Sun.

the novelty of anyone else has long worn off.
you're the only one who still intrigues me.

i apologise for my 400th post being such a dismal one.
and i think mcfly's obviously is the cutest song with the funniest lyrics ever(:
they seem to have a knack with the words.

i lost my voice completely yesterday,
and today it's coming back. but along with it came a fever, so i'm like too shacked to do anything now.
including studying for chem and doing the chinese worksheets.
i'm having a case of extreme fatigue-
climbing up the stairs makes me so tired i have to go to bed for a while.
and my entire body's aching. for once, i slouched today.
bleaugh.

so tomorrow's mum's birthday, and we're all going out to eat brazillian.
it's gonna be quite crazy. we're just gonna stuff ourselves. with 12 different kinds of meat(:
i bought for her a pair of aldo sunglasses and a special edition laniege eyeshadow.
come now, admire my piety. haha.
and the hole in my wallet.

dad just let my try on the watch he got for mum.
it's so pretty! it's white (my fav), plus it has a big square face. and it's monochrome.
he paid like three hundred for it. my goodness.
he says it's the third watch he bought mum. wow. he actually remembers such things.
mum says that dad's the romantic one; mum could do without fancy candlelit dinners.
lol. what a nice change.
everyone, please learn from my dad(:

baby eron seems to be in an exceptionally good mood today.
i just sat there and smiled at him and he smiled back.
and everytime i look at him, he smiles!
:D i think it's awfully cute that babies smile. cause they show their lack of teeth. it's all just gums.
haha. not to forget that he has eyes the size of a goldfish's.

went out with shaun and auntie for tea yesterday.
and it's really the first time i couldn't finish what i ordered.
we went to Seah Street Deli at raffles hotel. the portions are freaking huge.
my macaroni and cheese was like three people's share, shaun's elvis burger was gigantic.
like the height of two fists.
but it was really cool- you could tell them how you wanted your hamburger steak to be done.
i'll be sure to have it medium-rare if i ever go again(:
the potato skins were really good. but they kinda forgot to charge us for shaun's drink.
which was like 8 bucks at least.
no wonder gugu chased us out so hurriedly. haha!

yesterday's tuition was pretty fun.
mrs siow tried to make fun of the new indian kid, and mr siow was making fun of the guy who shit(ed) in his pants like two years ago.
he's in vjc now you know. it's really hard to imagine.
mr siow: he must be from VS. Very Shitty. *and then he laughs at his own joke.*
*i pity the poor vs guy over there.*
it seems like everyone knows what happened-except me.

i realise that somehow, i know everyone i meet.
they can easily be like a friend's friend.
like this vs guy from my tuition.
holy cow, he knows daphne. O_O it's such a small world.
as well as the weird tkss guy.
and bryan knows shiru! :O that one's really surprising.
apparently, samuel ow also has his own share of friends from tkgs.
whom i never knew about until recently. or noticed.
hawhawhaw.

so now i know.
certain girls from my school totally dig SJI guys, and another group really digs VS guys.
it's so typical. urgh.
i think sometimes, it's more for the social recognition. and that's a little bit pathetic.

i think i'll go to church and surprise tall guy this sunday:D
random but yeah.

i feel like going to the doctor's. and get some medicine so that i can recover faster.
no studying's gonna get done at this rate):
i think i'm gonna fail chem tomorrow.

OH YES,
i have proof that i'm totally not a banana(:
i got 45/65 for my chinese paper! :O
i'm totally astounded. i actually am getting a B3 for chinese this term!
*there's still tmr's worksheet to be counted in.*
which is the same as english. holy.
i got horrible results for SS this term, as expected.
i feel like an idiot. i just hope i score well for geography.
but either way, i think mdm azizan's putting me down for remedial.
)))):


ohmygod, 37.9 degrees.
oh man.

Bck to th rm whr it all bgan.

mum woke me up to bring me to the market today.
yawns.
but, i got like 5 tops for SEVEN FREAKING BUCKS:D
aeropostale, banana republic, old navy, etcetc.
so nice luh! :D :D :D :D :D
it's worth it to wake up early.

haha. okay. yesterday was really fun.
i surprisingly went out with bryan. (after one year plus.)
:O
the night before, he actualyl smsed my HOUSE PHONE, and the message was read out. it was so hilarious.

okay, all the STEP programme 2006 people were supposed to go, but they all ignored him and left me alone.
and we were gonna watch jumper.
at PS, the ticket queue was all the way until in front of the games arcade.
we gave up.
at cineleisure, the queue was nearly nonexistent,
BUT JUMPER AT 430 WAS SOLD OUT.
D:
so we ended up watching, (omg i can't believe it) ah long pte ltd.
i still can't believe i did that.
so throughout i was laughing, and when i get excited (i always do), i end up whacking and slapping people,
and so bryan was the poor victim of the day.
(:

mark lee is so weird. haha.

disgressing a little,
but i like guys who are gentlemanly.
who offer to pay, who wait, who allow themselves to be played with, who offer his shoulder, and who offer to satisfy your needs/wants.
okay, before anyone gets the wrong idea, i did not take advantage of the poor guy, and i refused everything.
but still, i like it:D

he nearly wanted to buy us a pair of sunglasses to look cool together, and nearly ran out of the cinema when my favourite salty popcorn finished, and kept taking out his wallet, and kept pestering me for what i wanted to eat so that he could go queue,
and bought me a drink:D
whahaha. his girlfriend should be damn jealous.
but i suppose his girlfriend gets QUEEN treatment. i got princess.
and when i asked him why he was so nice,
he told me: guys supposed to what. you all girls just sit back and relax la.

i miss his hair.
it's like a patch of grass now): and he's grown like macho-er.
his arms are freaking hard, and his shoulders are really broad, and he claims he has a set of 6packs.
he says broad shoulders are good for girls to lie on, strong arms are good for keeping girls warm, and his stomach muscles give girls a sense of security.
?? to him, he's practically living because of girls. wahlao.

it felt really good to catch up after so long.
i found out that four guys actually saw whatever was beneath my shirt during the camp, and to my horror, nazirul was one of them.
:O
i found out that the guys hounded me cause during the campfire performance, i was dancing.
and as i recall, that dance was alot of krumping and erm, shaking.
(all thanks to those crazy ass thai girls.)
haha. bryan says he can't find anyone who does it like me.
i nearly puked. and i accused him of flattery.
good luck with your "cool", i-don't-care-what-you-do girlfriend!

shaun was really mad that i kept him waiting for five minutes.
geez. haha. we met up with everyone else again.
everyone includes td, mark, samad, beicheng, raymond, alfred, the funny guy who sat opposite me, and the other guy who was shorter than me.
(blame the heels.)

i felt exceptionally young, cause they were all around twenty.
and to my surprise, nick was the head chef of the day! :D
his uniform was described "as usual", half tuck in half tuck out.
the food was okay, starter of some potato croquette, tomato soup, sorbert, main course of fish/duck, and chocolate cake for dessert.
we had a bottle of white wine. they complained that it tasted like beer.
i had one full glass:D (underaged as i was.)

everything was really good till the main course.
ouch.
i had the fish. it was.. dry. and tough.
haha. the guy opposite me made a big show of finishing his fish, and the rest of us gave up on it.
he even added butter. holy cow. raymond's expression was like hilarious. he was like scrunching up his face.
i think i find whatever they say horrendously funny. must be the atmosphere.
the duck was pretty nice, althoguh people who had the duck complained that the sauce didn't go.
eh, at least you had sauce okay!
D:

the chocolate cake made up for everything though:D

so i caught up alot with samad, and he's like in the police academy now.
(his hair is gone too! D:)
he's getting his own revolver in march/april:)
HOW COOL IS THAT!
and mark kept making jokes about him. and about everyone. lol.

there are alot of things to note in etiquette.
1. the most common, you use cutlery starting from the furthest away.
2. leave your cutlery face up and adjoined to signal that you're done.
3. for ladies, it's good to be able to drink and not leave lipstick marks on your glass.
(i can do that:D)
4. when you're walking around with your drink, hold it in your left hand.
(so that you don't have to transfer your drink to your other hand and wipe your right hand before you shake another person's hand. cool right? :D)
and many many others. it's actually a very fun thing to study!

throughout the whole dinner we were just laughing. and talking.
the guy opposite kept offering nick the fully-filled up comment cards, and was being damned sarcastic.
and to my horror,
they cracked quite a few dirty jokes.
about "guns" and erm, "guns down there".
"aiya, i know you got five bullets right!"
they seemed to forget the presence of a girl minor. whos ears weren't used to such things at all.
samad apologised later. haha. so nice!

some people got high on air, and some people got high on the funny wine.
oops.

mum told me that there is usually one fusion (eastern/western) course,
which usually goes wrong.
lol. that's true eh.

samad says that we're totally going on a fashion outing soon.
like, a word is a bond kinda thing. i should be happy(:
one person i didn't talk to at all was td.
ouch.
i was totally looking forward to it but yeah. oh well.
we met weiqiang at dhoby ghaut and after that i went home.

when i reached home,
mum's reaction was like: one only?
haha. she makes us sound like pets or something.
i've no idea what time shaun came home. they must've been playing throughout the night.
tsk tsk! haha.

after a whole day of guys, (a total of 11 i think)
my today is devoted to my room.
i'll be found lost in my amath textbook first, and then chem.
i so need to memorise all the things for QA otherwise i'm screwed.
tall guy just asked me out but i declined): sorry!
i feel so bad.

i caught up with alisha over the phone,
and i'll admit here that i miss her.
we don't have a convenient friendship- ours takes alot of maintenance.
and if i don't call her, i'll feel quite guilty. haha.
i love you most babe(:

friends and lovers.