i miss camp now.
it was just so enriching,
powering,
and it was what i needed.

i have to thank Mindy, for being the great facilitator she is, for bringing the most important lesson of self-love to me.
i felt that she was the first to truly respect me, to appreciate me and to see my potential.
it was her that made me feel that i do matter,
that i was inspirational.
the whole 5 days that you were with me, i felt the love.
thanks Mindy.

thanks to Krystel, the encouragement, love, and care she gave to me. thanks for believing in me, for trusting me and for assuring me that she needed me just as much as i needed her.
i'm really proud of you, proud that my buddy is so capable and all:)
you inspired me Krystel^_^

to Tessa, i thank God for you. i wanted so much to be like you, to be as strong as you are, and as honest as you are. thank you for being honest with me, for lifting my spirits, and being there for comfort.
and on top of that, thanks for letting me know that you don't hate me anymore.
cause i don't hate you anymore either:D

Period rocks:D
Persis, Deb, Sal, Mel, Fiona, Tessa, Ravleen, Janice, Marissa, Yi Ying, and Krystel,
thanks so much guys.
love how we pulled through everything together. the team spirit was overpowering man:)

and Kutchebi, i love you all.
really.
Krystel, Tessa, Fiona, Imesha, Agnus, Isabel, Mavis, Ra-shi-ka, Yi Jun, EDNA and PAM,
thanks for making me cry:) alot.
you guys taught me the meaning of determination, of not giving up, of care,
and it was so obvious how important we were as a team-
clearly shown on everyone's faces:P

then i wonder how's everyone gonna be like back in school.
are we gonna become "hi/bye" friends, will we even talk?
i'm scared, honestly.
but whatever the case is, just keep on rocking:)
all the best ya.

i'll miss all the other facilitators,
Yvonne- i failed to make you laugh during the "Honey, i love you" game. how i wish i had another go:)
So-Phea- thanks for making me laugh all the time:D and thanks for smiling back at me, it made a difference.
YingHan, Juan- thanks for pushing us all on. i could see the effort, and that's what made it so successful.
Dee- you're damn cool man. and i think you made many of us, me as well, realise our potential. and it was so clear how much you wanted us to succeed. thanks:)
Sheena- your smile is so cute! haha. eh, thanks ah, for encouraging us. i think you're great:) that's all you've got to know.
Lye- oh Lye, you touched me. with your passion for US, for me. and i think you made it all work! you made us work, and see the potential in ourselves. i think talking to you was inspirational, and you drove us so much.

and Mindy, i needn't say more:D


KUTCHEBI!

the whole world is rushing around so quickly.
yet my life seems to be crawling slowly every day.

C R A W L I N G.
feel the emphasis.

well anyway,
i'm going out on my last day of freedom,
before i head to the camp (of "leaders").
not very exciting at all.
and it's my last day of sponsored shopping,
and free MAX BRENNER'S chocolate.
all thanks to my wonderful aunt, who will feel more wonderful after reading that i'm grateful to her.
*unlike shaun leow who is such an ingrate. whoahahaha.*

and erm, it's kinda quiet nowadays.
my life revolves around only a few people.
me, being a huge part of 'a few people', which makes it all the mroe boring.
and of course, as usual, i've chosen to leave some people to their own world without sticking my friendly nose into their matters,
which i'm afraid may have upset maybe one person, but seeing that she's alright and happy,
i don't feel THAT bad.
which is why i'm ASSSHOLE#2, right ASSHOLE#1?
:)

somehow i feel that i'm always the last person to be notified of anything.
anything refers to almost everything.
yeah.

i'm dreading camp.
i'm dreading being alone in a group with no one i'm close to,
and especially so if a certain SOMEONE lands in my group.
it'll be so awkward for me. but i think not for her.
she's a socialite.
and i'm an anti-social after all.
hah, bet you were surprised to see that:P

alright-y mates, we're off
S-H-O-P-P-I-N-G:D