helloooooo(:

went to queensway today with d (who brought along alf! my gosh), am, and ab! haha.
i got cheated, cause this shop had a sign which said BIKINI @ $10, and me being the person (bikini fanatic!) i am went in and actually looked through.
only to face a blackfaced auntie who told me that they all cost twenty dollars.
what a scam): haha! well. it discouraged me fron another one.
but i do like them! i just never ever wear them and let them rot in my cupboard. heehee.

no occasion to anyway. i wanna go to someone's house and swim(: anyone wants to a offer a free dip in a condo pool? i'm so thickskinned.
;)

dad hired me just now to key in the data from this extremely thick file. i think it's probably the width of two harry potter books. i nearly died. eyes burned, hands ached.
well. money isn't easy to come by. especially so when you have to pay for others too! lol. someone should get the hint and go get a part time too. then i'll just loaf.

queensway shopping centre is actually a pretty nice place,
minus the ahlians. and the ahbengs, and the horrible building structure.
cause i can never seem to find my way around.

i especially like intellectual people who are also blessed with a decent EQ.
it's extremely nice to talk to them(: you never seem to face awkward moments.
well. i'm kinda insulting myself but yeah. i am SELF AWARE(:

oh yeah.
i think my mum's hilarious. really!
we lunched with dad after PTC today, and we were having the malay dessert.
and my mum didn't wanna eat it.
dad: but i picked it out for you.
mum: i know. i just don't want it. eddy, don't you know i hate things that wobble?
i choked on whatever i was eating. it was HILARIOUS.
and then she went on to say:
i'm a very easy person! i'll eat any food you give me. but it wobbles!
and dad ROLLED his eyes. and went:
noelle, you have the easiest mother. don't you think so?

dad said that onehoneh was wobbly too but mum loves it,
mum went, yeah. outside ones! that's why i make my own and eat it.
dad rolled his eyes again. i choked.

oh my gosh. my family is entertaining! shaun's worst. haha.
my mum, the elite careerwoman, stays away from all food that WOBBLES! oh my gosh. it's a really good discovery. i should offer her jelly next time.

mum and ines is leaving on a cruise tmr.
there's a green eyed monster somewhere.

alright, gotta sleep early.

nothing's ever enough.

okay. i really have a thing against rude people.
and rude comments.

it just spoils my day. and everyone else's. not talking about the KFC incident.
i mean, there isn't a point getting all high and mighty and *snoblike*, and then getting defensive the moment you sense someone staring.
it just cancels each other out. cause it shows insecurity and immaturity in thought. and in language. therefore, it's a waste of time and effort to put up acts.
that's why Singapore is still a developing country. lack of courtesy (extreme cases), presense of kiasu-ism, overly superficial presenses.
the government should honestly review this, and somehow convince the people that rushing and pushing to get on buses doesn't make the journey any quicker nor make you appear as dignified and respectable as you look.

before i befoul my own mood, everyone, let's be a little more pro-courtesy.
it'll make the world a much more beautiful place despite pollution(:

rehearsals rehearsals. i think we're making good progress(: despite disagreements and all, i'm actually rather excited for the performance.
i just have to buff myself up back into shape. i think i kinda lost stamina and everythign else after the break during final year exams.
oops(: and my hair is a huge, huge problem. i can't even get it into a ponytail;P
ms kok keeps harping on it. martin says to put XO and it'll grow five inches.
hawhaw, like i'll be deceived.

i think i'll fall asleep tomorrow in school.
oh. let me begin on Ms Lee, our new addmath teacher. aka, professor snape(:
we'll never finish the sec four syllabus with her. i want mr yong back. at least i can pass with him. she's really reaaaaally slow. and talks to us as though we're in primary school. 35 minutes to explain a two part question. that's more than half the period GONE.
oh, please help us.

and we're done with chinese lessons!
NO MORE(: no more mdm tan. i'll miss that though. slacking the whole period. exclaiming "how are we to pass chinese?!?", solving the cube countless times under the table.
that's not all there is to it though. well. (:

fall/winter collection from FOX is really really hot.
too bad mum's somehow against bringing me out. she doesn't want to buy me ANYTHING. except for erm, a few toiletries that start with P. there seem to be a growing number of packets in my drawer. might as well save that money and spend it on something i actually need everyday, not once a month(: haha.
i'm so sick and tired of not shopping with my parents. sounds weird but yeah. they have refused to bring me out even on WAREHOUSE SALES for a few months and counting.
whatever happened to family time?

oh yeah.
both my parents couldn't make it for PTC today, so i think i'm one of the few left who hasn't got a progress report. grumbles.
yeah well. work above everything else right?
right. implies mum.

tonight's not a happy-high night for me.

get well soon friend.
waiting at the doctor for two whole hours is no joke(:
Obrien's sells good wrappos and sandwiches at ridiculous prices.

i'm just so tired.
won't you sing me to sleep?
and fly through my dreams
so i can hitch a ride with you tonight.

i think sad smiles are the most beautiful, touching, and meaningful facial emotions.

and there's a reason behind everything i say(:

haha. well i hope next year's sec orientation will be a huge huge success.
and why do we have to "soak wood" for the campfire?
i swear, i'm totally hopeless at that kinda of thing, and yet dance club's in the programmes/campfire committee. lol.

get well soon pig. falling sick right smack in the middle of your Os is damn scary.
i really hope panadol works for you(:
okay, i feel scared for you. =_= i do!

school was SO dull. i swear. mdm tan's chinese lessons are..
aweful.
we can't pass chinese like that you know. haha. and we need the most help!
i should try sleeping in the IT resource room tmr. i heard that our new addmath teacher's coming in tmr.
ie, proffessor snape lookalike.
but you know, i'll miss mr yong. yeah okay, he's still teaching us emath, but you don't realise what a teacher you had till he's gone! haha.
i must not fail addmath anymore!
GO MExD

and i'm damned scared for biology SPA. cause my file is empty. just like my math files. and english, geography, and everything else i have. they're all empty! :D
i swear. my bio SPA worksheets are probably all over my room, torn and undone.
i need to start digging them out. scareded.
i think it's 50% of our total O level SPA. just like chem.
oh man, don't get me started on chem.

but you know, i'm so glad i have my friend back.
i feel so relieved, and happy(: because school would've continued to be unbearable.
and thank you for understanding.

i'm getting sick of Your Guardian Angel. i'll go change it. haha. soon.
i'm soooo lazy. i don't wanna go for rehearsal later):
class is so late. 830 - 930. it's a little too much for us, since we're called to go everyday. except thursdays and saturdays. still, fatigue.
maybe i'll sleep a while after this.

i wanna fly off to somewhere else.

TO DO LIST!
1. clear out wardrobe x)
2. gao ding my bio SPA file
3. find chem task 10

and oh, i scream for you.

the rain's so unpredictable.
it suddenly got HEAVY when i was walking home and got both mum and i drenched.

quickies. hahaxD

i have this crazy obsession with yellowcard now
their lyrics are oh-so-beautiful(:
it's much better than other commercialised bands.

i think as long as a band is good, they'll be commercialised sooner or later. so i beg to differ from all noncommercialised music junkies(:
and please, i think the music scene in singapore is not happening. so yes, what isn't heard of YET isn't noncommercialised!
haha. me and my rants.

just got the costumes today!
the tutu is reallyyy red. and the black lace down the chest area is so..
suggestive(:
ms kok says it enhances our "shape"!
and of course, martin in the corner enjoys the view. what a guy=_=
lingerie. haha.
the villain costume is so unvillainish. looks like the 60's NIGHT FEVER type of thing.
haha. but the velvet is so nice to touch!
i was rubbing my leotard like nuts. we must've looked a little wrong.

my eyebags are getting hopeless. really bad.

i want the G2000 sweater(: i love G2000!
adultish as it is. i don't care, but their lines are really sexy, and classy.
sexy workwear(: it's all fitting and all. haha.
whereas the same sweater at zara is like..
SGD59.90.

heartache.

i must strike it rich soon.

i'm gonna suffer a long, hard, lonely week):
12th november, come quickly!

goodnight to the world. and to the little pig.

cause you caught me off guard,
now i'm running and screaming
i feel like a hero, and you are my heroine