Blogged that I was gonna Hiatus from Blogger, but guess not.

Don't like how Xanga doesn't display dates and has funny spacings. And Lj, well, I don't like switching accounts here and there. Just Fyi, I've privatised my entire Lj so don't expect to see anything there till after Os(: To keep the prying eyes of JasmineK and JiaM away. And make sure that they can't show Martini either.

Anyway, I happened to drop by Abigail's old blog. And Dk's name was in every post. How different things are now. Besides like Aisy said, our clique has so many freaking secrets. Which aren't even.. worth keeping secret. It's pointless. And seriously, that's what I hate (if I do hate anything) about our clique. What's so exclusive that absolutely positively cannot be shared with the rest?

Today's reh was so unproductive I felt like rolling over and die (laughing). Yeah, M's wedding is in 20 days! The last thing I would wanna do is to spoil it for him. I mean, I want it perfect too. Just that i'm not a choreographer and I can't do it for shit. ): Damn, let today be the last unproductive day please?

Met the most handsome guy I've ever seen in my life today. I'm serious. I wish I could meet him again and then i'll ask for his number(: I promise I would. Fk, he's really dreamy. Ranted enough about him already though.

Mrs T miraculously agreed to write me a letter of recommendation! I asked Ms Kok to help me with one but I think she's.. um, not very keen. Or so I suspect. Well): So yes, i'm doing the whole DSA thing properly(;
Anyway, all the best to all Tjc DSA auditionees tomorrow! I shall not be seeing you there, hurhurhur Kailing(:

I guess the thing I miss most isn't having people to pay for me and stuff.
I miss waiting for calls, using disgusting terms like "honey" and "sweetie" and "baby", feeling that sugar rush when we go out, and the warmth (physical and emotional) of it all. We're restrained but we're happy ya know?
I miss having someone who'd hold me till I felt better and who opened up to me when they weren't as good. I miss having someone in my arms, for real.
For forever. Or something that feels similar.

Do I demand too much?
No, don't be mistaken, I don't miss anyone. Yeah, that term only applies to something/someone that you sorta had before right? So no. (:

Oh yes, before I forget!
I need to pray for Ryan.
He's just outta surgery (I think) and he says that it hurts. (I think)
Well, hope all the best goes for you mate. I suspect/predict you'll be complainin your arse off though(: Please be fine! No, not you, your shoulder. I don't ly anymore except as a friend. Okay maybe I don't ly at all. (I'm just terribly honest.)
But still, be well yeah. I don't curse people(:

It'll be a miracle if you'd still get your proud arse here to read this but I believe it's the thought that counts. I wonder if Sam/Darren/Wileen know?

Shopping with A at Cotton On plus many shops tomorrow after school!
Don't know what the rest'll be up to, but heck. Damn, i'm short of moolah. Need a lifelong sponsor, asap. That sponsor would most probably be my Os cert, so to speak(:

VS' yearbook is so funny. Everyone looks bad there.