good morning people.

for once, im not half asleep.. im fully awake. yep. so come on FATE, throw me some problems and see me thrash my way through.

haha.. okay fine. maybe im not fully awake.. shall not debate with myself whether i am or not.
but, my mood aint that good, so dont anger me today.. and my mood aint good because of? ______________________
fill in the blanks with the thousands of possibilities

so.. whats everyone gonna do today? go out, slack at home, invite your friends over, shop?

im heading over to my birdshit covered beach today. havent been there in a long time. its like, everytime i go there, i think, i make new promises to myself, i try to improve the way i do things, and be a better person. so, thats good isnt it?

i love my current blogskin. for one, its ORANGE. well, not totally orange, but bits of orange here and there. for two, IT HAS A GUITAR. for three, the lyrics are obviously from "You and I Both- Jason Mraz' which happens to be another of my not-so-current yet fav songs.

perhaps i should have blogged this yesterday,but all of a sudden im reminded of SOMEONE's shirt. who should be MY shirt. its ORANGE, and has the number 23 on it, which so happens to be my index number. yeah. and it wasnt on purpose that this person wore THAT SHIRT. pure coincidence.. maybe ill go buy it or something. *shrugs

just went to flood alisha's tagboard. okay, not really FLOOD FLOOD, but i jut typed alot of unnecessary stuff. but then again, it isnt rubbish, so i dont really know what it is.

okay. i shall go and grab some breakfast. OH YEAH, and MAYBE ill be catching CLICK today. maybe. i hope money falls from the sky and into my wallet so that i can go watch. ho.
BYEEEE. and graci for listening to me crap.

its been so long since i last updated.

the most important change in my life, is the ending of the performance. the many tiring rehearsals and practices are currently non-existant. however, i must note that i am entirely grateful to everyone in the performance for their support, warmth, friendliness and tolerance. never again will i be afraid of ms lee's girls. never.

perhaps my mindset has changed due to a few people who really kept close to me throughout the performance. they helped me overcome my extremely negative mindset, although i still kinda screwed up in some parts. nonetheless, this whole collaboration has really left me with much food for thought and many many new friends.

right now however, my body is suffering the consequences of working so hard. i sit down on every chair i can. bringing myself to follow mum to the nursery this morning made matters worse. we bought new pots and soil and fertillizer. carrying those few items is definately a CHORE. luckily for me, i need not go to tonight's NDP.
which = loads of slacking time.

i actually have loads to say, but i think its definately boring, so ill do my best to summarise. this is an overview of my past few days.
-went to NDP rehearsal
-went to GESS drama night
-PERFORMED

yeah. those are the more major events to me.
yesterday, however, was great. went to school garbed in my indian costume. i know what its called, but i dont know how to spell it. shall go find out. met ashley, who went to change into her malay costume. we decided that it would be boring for us to appear in school uniform, and not-outstanding to appear in red and white, and too common for us to appear in our own chinese ethnic costumes, so we took another race's tradintional costumes.]

although i personally felt as if i wasn't looking my best and i was looking kinda average, i received compliments from people whom i wasnt really close to, and a bunch of 'i hate you's from fatimah and alia and alot of people. for that, i must thank everyone for making me rather happy.

although i agreed to keep my whole day free to spend quality time with faith and ashley, i was informed by my darling alisha that i had to appear at the airport to send the shanghai dance troupe off at 2pm. i met alisha in the morning at the fence separation TKGS and TKSS as usual, and she was wearing this tight t-shirt that really 'enhanced her figure'. she would have murdered me (literally) for saying that if it werent for the fence. she was in a temporary state of shock in seeing me in the costume. however, she ensured me that it was a compliment, so yes.

so, after pangseh-ing faith and ashley at ZARA at TAKA, i headed back to paya lebar mrt to meet alisha. she appeared with her hair wet and with eyeliner and glittered eyes. after making her repeat and convince me that she only wore makeup cause she had to perform, we headed to tanah merah to meet melanie.

i somehow developed gastric pain. that really pissed me off. however, i found out that only two people could keep me smiling. and as much as i tried to be angry in front of them, i would always laugh. and that a single look from them could send me into a smile. one of those two great people is alisha. even though its only been a few weeks since i got to know her, our friendship is really strong.

we headed to changi to find out that the flight to shanghai was at 455pm. and we were supposed to be there so early when the dancers were busy shopping around parkway. i was really angry though.. i just felt out of place. certain people told me that i looked as if i was gonna fly back to india to be with my family.

it was an honour to meet jonathan. john, in short. ms lee's son. for a young person to catch my attention, he/she has to make a good impression. his first words to me was: you look pretty. LOL. erm. thats out of the point. the next minute, we got into a conversation about property. and i was astonished by his wisdom. that was when i really noticed him. i know he was the emcee for the performance, and we occasionally said 'hi' when alisha was there, but his speech made me gape.

and, he's only p6. i kinda know that he'll score at least a 260 for his psle. i have never met a smarter kid. we talked about everything from religion to the different countries to science. way cool. and he is definately a gentlemen. you can tell by the way he speaks. i envy ms lee for having such a good son.

met ms lee's other kids, ms pang's kids, and ms kok's son, LITTLE RYAN. he's the cutest boy ever. and his hair is cool. he's got a tail. and ms kok highlighed his hair. style.

the shanghai dancers are great people. friendly, yet professional. warm, yet proud. SWEET. yep.

after actually sending them off, i followed alisha around changi. we were with ms lee and kelly and melanie. ms lee allowed kelly to turn up for ballet only once a week. kelly ended up crying. her passion for dance seriously spurs me on too. i feel honoured to know her. ^_^

melanie was sent into a dilemma after that. shall cut the crap here, and i ended up spending alot of time with them at tanah merah mrt. had fun. made melanie happy by letting her rant about ms marina and mr litao. i joined in the part about mr litao though. lol. followed alisha back home after that. slacked, and then we went to crestar. alisha had to help someone hold classes. funny.

went home alone and slept early. very very early. yep.

for today, i shall slack at home. for tomorrow, i shall go out.

for now, i shall go and stone. okay. lol. lost inspiration to blog. so BYEEEEEEEEEEEE.