we're getting the english paper back later.
oh, no.
free period in the IT resource room now:D
i just found out that my chinese teacher knows my name.
wow.
and she knows that i'm in dance and can work out all the light, aircon and whatever switches.
who knew she knew:)

i've been having a pretty fun time lately,
going for dance and ballet and going out.
even if it's with people whom i'm not even close with,
obviously the clique from 3E3. they're a pretty fun bunch of people.
except that they can be a little mean and weird.
:P

and of course, been having fun listening to people on the guitar, and hearing people sing retardedly, and watching hilarious videos on youtube.
i swear, i could spend the whole day just doing that:)

and i'm going for some singapore poly school of business competition,
which is gonna take up ALOT of my post-june holiday time.
and it just so happens that that period of time may be the july CSTD competition that ms chiam may send us in for.
just pray that the schedules don't clash at all.
econs has taken a pretty large part of me lately.
going for seminars and lectures and all.

heh, i'm a busy person.
but never busy enough to have fun:D

i also realise that alot is actually happening that affects me,
my road as a chairman is coming to an end,
the semester is nearly over, you know.
this whole position was pretty fun, and i have a feeling i'll miss annonucing stuff to the class and getting all kinds of reactions. miss the times where i'm told to (literally) run errands. and the times where i'm told to pull up my socks and pin up my hair (when i'm supposed to be the role model).

i'll miss the job.
and everything that comes in the package.
don't think there's anyone like me.
... well:)

i didn't do too well for economics.
a B4. i'll probably still be (so called) good at econs,
but it's only so cause many people failed.
and i don't want it to be that way, i wanted really that A1,
and the reputation for being the best economics student.
i'm not after the reputation, but i'm definately after self-satisfaction and consolation:)
and of course, pride. pride in the sense that it's a great accomplishment that i would love to attain; it's the only subject i WANT to score in.
(i'm egoistic, definately)

i will study hard for economics.
harder than i did, and i will score.
an A1 is all that my parents, and everyone else sees- after all.

i think many 3/1 people must think that i'm some kind of crazy over-achiever.
hah:P

all the best to everyone for english,
:D
and to the music elective programme girls:)
hakuna matata

what to do?
it's a free period now:)
and i'm not going for dance later, cause there's some Economics Symposium at VJC, which mdm goh KINDA made compulsory for us.
and like today's dance is IMPORTANT.
it determines our life in either group B/C in dance club.

well, if ms chiam puts me in group B, i'm fine with everythingO_O

daphne is so boliao.
she's checking out some ahlian=_=
bloody hell.

i've got free tickets to spiderman:D
thanks to my aunt, once again.
alright, i'm bored:(

:D
MID YEARS ARE OVER:D
i'm relieved.
and tired.
it was just so fun and simply AMAZING.

and yes, I LOST WEIGHT:)
I LOST TWO KG!
i feel like such a LOSER, yes.
even ms kok said i looked skinnier.
i shall MAINTAIN.
i will NOT put on anymore weight:D

i'm listening to some guy playing his guitar,
and its called a CAPO,
not a "kaypo"
pronounced "KAPOH"
you know the thing which you kiap your guitar to raise/lower its tone?
yes:D quit the angmoh accent, you're white enough to be recognised as an angmoh.
and my favourite song is playing.
:)

i think ms chiam just turned the whole dance club upside down today.
with her group A1, A2, B, C and D,
i think it just made a rift valley.
i understand that although the standard of dance club has to go up,
not everyone wants/needs ballet training.
i would rather everyone be trained in other dance genres, even if it would cost more of the school's money.
aren't diversified dancers what we are looking for?

perhaps ms chiam should have consulted our opinions before deciding what to do with the club,
and i would rather her have continued with the way dance club was run,
even though cobwebs and dead flies would have formed.
:)
but needless to say, i'm not the only one who is unhappy about it,
don't collapse our chinese and malay dance and turn the whole dance club into a
BALLET ENSEMBLE.
eeew. even ballet-freaks like me would be a little put off.

i think i kinda screwed up ALL the midyear papers,
and i'm pretty stressed trying to please my parents.
i'm just gonna relaw these few days, before the papers are given back out.
i've studied hard, but i guess i just looked at the papers and i kinda lost confidence.
oops:P

but i think i've become happier as a person lately,
maybe cause i don't choose to be affected by certain people any longer.
i mean, i still care about my friends, but sometimes when they don't want our interference,
and they refuse to tell us anything, it's better we just give them that space.
and let them keep their ohmygosh precious secrets to themselves.
even though they might be refusing to tell us cause of the attention they'll get.
i don't wanna get hurt or even affected by such mindless things, yes.
our friendships aren't measured by how much friends choose/choose not to tell us:D

i think it's getting a little irritating that everyone can't keep secrets for their skin.
girls just have to blab, even if it's about themselves.
except amanda, yes. she's a secretworthy woman!
haha.

mum and dad are arguing more and more everyday,
our house is losing its serenity and peace.
if its not between themselves, its with us.
O_O
i don't like to have people nagging at me because their day at work wasn't perfect.
and scold me because something happened in the news, such as some cybersex issue.
or something else, which i completely cannot relate to.
thank you very much@_@


my dinner smells good:)