MOVED!
(:
Here.

I can't believe I went parading around Orchard today in just a polo tee and black shorts plus slippers. I looked the full boy, if only I were a little more flatter.
Yeah. I must've been slightly woozy. Haha.

And somehow, I find myself giving in to my androgynous side today.
Of all things I saw, I bought only a necktie. A black, skinny necktie. Gosh, I might as well just be a cross dresser luh. But Shaun failed to find his hoodie plus skinnies): Bad luck there bro.
I like dressing androgynous-ly and giving in to my.. slightly more masculine side. It's fun actually(: But i've way too many girly clothes. Not that i'll ever have enough.

Shaun's a good way to relieve stress. I ended up so worried for him that I forgot everything else for a while. Plus, PLEASE DON'T SWEAR SO PUBLICLY. Everyone was staring at us.
Like Fck fck fck fck. I'm your MINOR sister, plus, i'm a girl(:

This blog changed names so many times from dancifieddd- or things like that to shrinkie-doo to Noelleeee. It has served as my self-inspiration for years, and my small little outlet that I like to think no one knows about/visits/digs dirt on me (That obviously isn't the case.) where I can you know, talk my usual rubbish.

And oh yes to Dionne, Abigail and Amanda, an extra big thank you(:
Good luck to everyone for tomorrow's Bio SPA, which is the last thing on my mind, if not for A asking so many questions. And also friday's Chem SPA!

Gone,

with the wind.

Hello(:

I'm going to name my bolster _____, cause Amanda names her bolster ___.
:D Heh i'm terrible.

My mood's kinda dampened cause of this super long talk with A, about our clique and stuf(: I guess it's OKAY LAH, it's not something we can actually solve. Like, solve. Ahya I don't know.

Bought a graphic tee for 15 bucks from Cotton On. (:
Okay actually I have nothing to talk about cause today, everything's coming out from my mouth or swimming very quickly in my head.
Yeah blog more when I go home. (:

-Edited, 21:51.
Home. Thought too much on the bus ride home.
I guess Ab should've been with us today. Because we talked so much about everything. At least at least, I feel better. And I can vent and vent. I'm sure Ab has alot to say, and Am's forever just okay with anything. Hahaha. Yeah well.
Ab: "Alamak, nvm lah. ... ... ... Actually ah, (insert whatever she wants to say)"
Am: "Actually ah, I anything also can one. Okayy lah."

Now, I know why D doesn't really like me.
*From today onwards, I shall be direct. There's no point wishy-washying right.
Yeah but sometimes, it's really a matter of prejudice, no?
I have nothing against her. It's just maybe, maybe, it's a one sided effort to make things work. And honestly speaking, if it's one sided, i'm afraid it's not gonna happen.
Yes, I'm proud. My voice is annoying, and i'm such a smartaleck.

And Ab and the rest. Maybe I sorta grew closer to Ab since we're mostly just heck-ing, listening to a few people ranting, or just don't know what/how to say stuff. I don't like to upset people so I tend to shut up.
We should all SERIOUSLY make the effort to bridge it all up/treasure whatever we have left.
I don't like how isolating/being isolated happens so much in our clique.

So anyway, on a lighter note, Amanda might be joining my tuition!
:D :D :D :D :D
Just heard from mum that her friend persuaded MrSiow for TWO HOURS just to get Shaun in. On behalf of Am, I shall not be selfish and argue my way with MrSiow. Please please please please please. It's one of the biggest things that I can do for her. So I must.

She can meet all the funny (weird) people there(:
Thanks for letting me crash the afternoon plus eat your spicy mushroom mee plus talk plus random. I might not ever say this in real life but Ty and Ily. Really. (:

Been cramp-ing like F the whole day, I feel as though i'm in labour seriously.
Means that Bio/Chem SPA's gonna be affected): Damn!
I'm scared shitless for SPA, so afraid that i'll blank out and forget what to write. Or worse, misintepret the question. Gosh, I need to wake up/buck up.

Btw,
Dionne Teo, thanks for being such a frequent visitor of my blog and stamping on my foot just now ah. You should thank me for helping you out of your "Locked out of your house" situation. Ungrateful luh): Hee.

Tmr morn macs with Aisy and Syaf! Whoots. 0717.
Abigail might be crashing our Amath(; Omg, she left so fast. Didn't even say Gnight to her. Gnight Ab(:


Where's my thinggggggg.

Blogged that I was gonna Hiatus from Blogger, but guess not.

Don't like how Xanga doesn't display dates and has funny spacings. And Lj, well, I don't like switching accounts here and there. Just Fyi, I've privatised my entire Lj so don't expect to see anything there till after Os(: To keep the prying eyes of JasmineK and JiaM away. And make sure that they can't show Martini either.

Anyway, I happened to drop by Abigail's old blog. And Dk's name was in every post. How different things are now. Besides like Aisy said, our clique has so many freaking secrets. Which aren't even.. worth keeping secret. It's pointless. And seriously, that's what I hate (if I do hate anything) about our clique. What's so exclusive that absolutely positively cannot be shared with the rest?

Today's reh was so unproductive I felt like rolling over and die (laughing). Yeah, M's wedding is in 20 days! The last thing I would wanna do is to spoil it for him. I mean, I want it perfect too. Just that i'm not a choreographer and I can't do it for shit. ): Damn, let today be the last unproductive day please?

Met the most handsome guy I've ever seen in my life today. I'm serious. I wish I could meet him again and then i'll ask for his number(: I promise I would. Fk, he's really dreamy. Ranted enough about him already though.

Mrs T miraculously agreed to write me a letter of recommendation! I asked Ms Kok to help me with one but I think she's.. um, not very keen. Or so I suspect. Well): So yes, i'm doing the whole DSA thing properly(;
Anyway, all the best to all Tjc DSA auditionees tomorrow! I shall not be seeing you there, hurhurhur Kailing(:

I guess the thing I miss most isn't having people to pay for me and stuff.
I miss waiting for calls, using disgusting terms like "honey" and "sweetie" and "baby", feeling that sugar rush when we go out, and the warmth (physical and emotional) of it all. We're restrained but we're happy ya know?
I miss having someone who'd hold me till I felt better and who opened up to me when they weren't as good. I miss having someone in my arms, for real.
For forever. Or something that feels similar.

Do I demand too much?
No, don't be mistaken, I don't miss anyone. Yeah, that term only applies to something/someone that you sorta had before right? So no. (:

Oh yes, before I forget!
I need to pray for Ryan.
He's just outta surgery (I think) and he says that it hurts. (I think)
Well, hope all the best goes for you mate. I suspect/predict you'll be complainin your arse off though(: Please be fine! No, not you, your shoulder. I don't ly anymore except as a friend. Okay maybe I don't ly at all. (I'm just terribly honest.)
But still, be well yeah. I don't curse people(:

It'll be a miracle if you'd still get your proud arse here to read this but I believe it's the thought that counts. I wonder if Sam/Darren/Wileen know?

Shopping with A at Cotton On plus many shops tomorrow after school!
Don't know what the rest'll be up to, but heck. Damn, i'm short of moolah. Need a lifelong sponsor, asap. That sponsor would most probably be my Os cert, so to speak(:

VS' yearbook is so funny. Everyone looks bad there.

Um, hi(:
I'd like to announce that I'm applying for DSA.
After hesitating for forever, Alisha's persuaded me to go with her and honestly, I hope I don't die. Yes, i'm counting solely on you Alisha. D: Please please save me.
Doesn't the thought of that scare you? I'm so freaked out.

So today's few minutes of choreographing was productive! Yay, we did about um, 2 eights. Which is really super freaking nice. Martin should have us videod down and NEVER EVER forget to be nice to us(:
We'll just rock his wedding so hard. That the floor will seriously break.
Umbrella/canes and hats! Oooooh I really love:D
Martin's probably having some sort of "Pre-Marital Anxiety". Is this a common guy symptom? Well, don't worry! I'm sure Cheryl's the right one. Even if she's...
Heh. You're damn mean.

I really am not looking forward to school tomorrow):
I hate getting up early.
And currently, the C5's Catch Your Wave song is annoying me, cause I don't know who's wave it is that I wanna catch. D:

I saw Abigail at PP bus stop today(:
Seems really weird cause I haven't seen her outside school before.. I think?

Gotta sleep early! And so should you.
Tomorrow's a Bridging day, hopefully.