i just talked to nat(:
and she's gonna get the shock of her life tomorrow.
and so would everyone else. check out the new emo kid in town people!
haha. omg. what a joke.

you know what.
i feel really bad, for spending nearly every free moment with someone.
aiya, obvious who la, but yeah.
i've been sacrificing my time with my friends, and my time dancing.
i mean, i do actually study when i go out,
but i could've studied with the clique, i could've studied at ballet.
choices.

i hereby promise that i'll minimise that. because i think that alot of people deserve more than i can offer currently.
and i'll go for ballet and rehearsals, cause i think i'm the only one who has no idea what's going on whatsoever.
and i'll go out with my friends(: i think i owe amanda, abigail and daphne a big apology here.
and i'll let him study by himself, as i HOPE he has the discipline. and i won't be a distraction. i hope:P i mean, i can't help it if i'm still distracting even though i'm not physically near. haha.

*hope you're better. i don't think you're very receptive to pain*

i'm a mean friend.
crapcrap.
twenty four hours a day;
seven hours in sch with classmates
five hours OUT
two hours at ballet
ten hours at home
how's that plan? i don't think seven hours in school qualifies for friend time. heehee. it's mostly studying anyway, and i don't really like to talk during lessons, unless it's something really nice to talk about.

i've wasted my entire year like that.
learn from mistakes aye?
i made a big mistake. a few big ones actually.
as ryan smartly says,
acceptance is the first key to recovery.
and that humans commit mistakes.
listen to yourself more often young mann.

i've got ALOT to catch up for the performance item. screwwwww.

cascada's everytime we touch(:
everytime we touch, i get this feeling
everytime we kiss, i swear i could fly
can't you feel my heart beat fast-
i want this to last
i need you by my side
cause everytime we touch, i get this static
everytime we kiss, i reach for the sky,
can't you feel my heart beat so,
i can't let you go
i want you in my life.

oh my gosh.

here's a warning for y'all:
don't scream on monday when you see me.

i can't believe i did it.

i'll leave the suspense in the air.
*snigger(:

your voice was the soundtrack of my summer
do you know you're unlike any other?
you'll always be my thunder
and i said,
your eyes are the brightest of all the colours
i don't wanna ever love another
you'll always be my thunder

crap happened last night. but i'm glad we're all fine with it now.
delifrance breakfast this morning was cancelled,
cause my parents didn't know that the branch at kovan disappeared.
neither did i actually.
and i heard from my dad (who heard from shaun) that the PL agape fair was boring.
shaun was home within an hour.
luckily i didn't go with ch. i think he was looking for company(:
nuh-uh.

argh. tummyache>_<

my comp's lagging. badly.

well, apologies for the lack of updates:)
it's FYEs after all. although i think i should be staying at home to study for FYEs, couldn't help going out a few times:D
just like thursday! I WON ONE FREAKING GAME OF POOL:D
:D :D :D :D :D
big huge sense of accomplishment, after being laughed at countless times. i think samuel and ryan still laughs at me, but nvm.

'HEART AND LEG IN UNITY IS THE KEY TO ENDLESS CHI.'
nice question mr peh:D i was thinking that some 'kungfu' question would involve the use of muscles and all. but i thought the question was fun. i wanted to laugh when i saw it.
i'm pretty confident of today's bio paper. i wanna get my A1. for amath, i'll get an F9. for chemistry, i HOPE i can get an A2, but chances are as close to none. english, hopefullyhopefully an A? oh my.
ss and geog today i want another A.
but i think i'm overestimating my abilities here, cause i may end up with a huge bunch of Cs. oh, pray hard.
I'LL be happy if i got a twelve:)
someone else thinks that's devastating. perfectionist! haha.

sore throat's annoying the crap outta me.
maybe i should really listen to uncle alvin's chinese herb powder thingy.

my target for this year, a bit late, but nvm, is to lose FATS.
those annoying fat molecules easily stored beneath the skin's surface. produces a considerable amount of adenosine triphospate when oxidised, although not as much as glucose(:
but whatever, i'm gonna be as skinny as erm, erm, i don't know who. haha.
this is called insecurities. well. shut up xD
just skinnier. call me vain, but yeah.

i hope someone's cough is better now. i apologise for whatever harm i caused it. if i did. i think it needs a bandage:) and maybe some DETTOL! haha. you'll be screaming in pain mannnn.
today should have been longer. i shouldn't be home so early.
it's just never enough aye?

i have a tingling somewhere that says mum's checking up on me. she msged me and told me to go home cause today no ballet. and i told her i was home. and less than two minutes later dad called. and randomly asked how my exam was.
CONSPIRACY! mum called dad to make sure i was home. INTUITION.
oh my, our parents are scheming. security cameras eh? haha. i think they'll be shocked at their findings if they really installed one.

aisyah told huixin that i have an obsession with her xD so embarassing! i think it's disgusting. heh. but yeah, i have an obsession. with pinching her cheeks. but she absolutely hates that. so annoying luh. haha. i think rachel wong's the best. BEST:D

was supposed to have donuts today. bleah. and oyster omelette. empty promises ain't nice. i feel miserable. i'm making it sound as though my life revolves around food(: and just when i resolved to exercise.
those seductive little oreo bits on the light, frothy cream. on a voluptuous round donut. delicately arranged, it falls apart at the slightest bite. the climaxing sensation in your mouth is like, whoa. it's a feast for the senses people! haha. i think i might be going mad.
you can always alternate the orea bits to whichever flavour you like. for example, COCO POPS. omg. don't get me started:D or CINNAMON. my gastric juices are being pumped into my stomach.



aphrodisiac; a food or drug substance that makes a person sexually aroused.

i think donuts are my aphrodisiac. especially when they're in between. ain't that right sugar xD