mum didn't allow me to go for ballet this morning.
cause she was scared that i would tire myself.
damn.
i miss dancing BADLY.

so therefore, i spent the whole day slacking at home.
i woke at around 11, had my breakfast.
and i THINK i went back onto my bed, and i found myself awake again at 3.
i swear, im screwing my sleeping routine up.
plus, dad says that my eyebags are worse.
boo.

and yes, i think my blogskin swinging mood is coming back.
so expect a change today:)

i cant believe im slacking at home the whole day.
although i missed home, it is NOT a good way to spend time.

i miss OBS!
while taking short naps at VARIOUS PLACES yesterday,
i found myself thinking of pitching tents and staring up at the stars and cooking hard rice.
which probably inspired me to go and flood the guestbook on the OBS site. hopefully the instructors will reply!
:)
all the stupid times where we were scammed by YIEN.
the time where we had to climb the rock wall to get a free lunch.
and later i found out that all other groups had got the free lunch without having to earn it.
the times where yien said that our destination was just another 100m away.
when it was actually a kilometer away.
and because i believed her, i had pushed myself, crying and wet back to the campsite.
omg, i wish i could take my pillow-cum-bolster with me back to OBS!

and i miss the quary. the clean giantic quary where we put on lifevests and jumped in straight. the super deep waters with prawns and fishes. and mysterious forces pulling your legs down for a few seconds before letting you surface to the water:)
luckily none of the instructors pulled me down! haha.
and we totally splashed the instructors. can you imagine? four watches of tkgs girls (about 60 people) surrounding the four or five instructors and screaming.
haha!

and whenever we needed inspiration, or some tune to speed up our movement,
we sang the sch song! out of tune and a hundred times faster than the original.
how patriotic!
and we screamed TK PHILOSOPHY AND TK ANTHEM at least another 50 times.
you could just imagine the noise:D

i think being one of the eight SEA EXPEDITION leaders was really the most memorable.
having to lead the whole kayak fleet. and shouting instructions while the instructors just sat at the side and left us in charge.
braving the wind and the horrendous currents. my gosh.
and comforting seasick fellowers; watching them puke really made me wanna puke, so i turned away:P
persis, sally, samantha, mega, jessica, oh-so-cool hsiao chin, baby amanda and me-
we totally rock:)
i think the eight of us were the most disappointed when we had to forego the long route and make a U-turn to take the shorter route.

and that day where me and sarah was in charge of our watch,
i think that day was also the most stressful. our watch can be SO selfcentered SOMETIMES.
haha. but i didnt really regret that either.

and to think that we're all seeing each other on monday again in school.
rushing out A MATH homework. and dreading ECONOMICS WITH MDM GOH.
sigh.

i think im obsessed with acoustics.
like the acoustic version of YELLOW- by coldplay.
i really love the strumming and hammering of guitar strings.
how i wish i had continued on with my short obsession with my acoustic guitar.
by now, i WOULD be a pro:P
my favourite style of music has changed i guess.
to pure, powerful vocals and guitar backgrounds.
those really give me goosebumps (in the good way:D)

okay, DINNERTIME:)

im feeling miserable.
when i should be happy, cause im now in civilisation once again.
but no, im not sad cause we've left pulau ubin.
im just, you know, very very sensitive now.
oh well:(

yeah well, i suppose i love obs.
and very obviously, my fav instructor is definately
CHOON, uncle CHOON,
cause he's real nice and he's funny and dumb and great all at the same time.
and he imitates mdm goh! found out later that he was mdm goh's previous student. was shocked.
he's a little bit hot okay! LITTLE BIT.
maybe not as hot as hot instructor jonathon, but whatever.

but chew yien ain't that bad.
CJ ain't that nice.
CLAYTON IS CUTE- that old man.
uncle steve "STEVO LAO" is rather nice too.
bloody gay fag instructors..
but that's probably why we all love them so much.

and i must say,
amundsen rocks:)
SEA EXPEDITION ROCKS.

cried alot during these few days,
sometimes alone in the tent,
sometimes in front of everyone.
was terribly 'something'sick.

im gonna treasure all that i got more than i did.
cause sometimes, i take it for granted that there's always someone to spoil me, and to cherish me.
and in that case, i guess absense really made the heart fonder.
not to mention, i will also treasure my aircon and toilet and computer and phone and everything.
yes.

we ended up losing very few items in the store.
in fact, like only 3 waterbottles were gone.
other groups were dying to find their missing tent pegs and haversacks.
the lifevest issue is just so dumb:P

baby daphne khoo was just the dumbest ever. constantly saying that she needed to pee/shit.
abigail tan rocks with her insect repellent. which i probably used like a third of..
alamanda lee should stand up straight, and she should grow fatter and darker:D
and i think there's some lesbian business going on with the 3!
it involved some accident in the toilet. and they're all so obscene..
but i love them to bits.
sarah tan was damn blur and stonish and feeling "something"sick like me.

i have emerged as the camper with the most severe sandfly bites,
and i also have alot of mysterious bumps and red spots all over.
plus rashes. damn.

i miss dancing.
and ms chiam wants dance prac tomorrow early in the morning.
i dont think mum is too happy about it.
and i came home having to face some shit from them, so i feel a little dumb for being homesick and innocently thinking that they would welcome me home with smiles and good food waiting.



i'll probably continue this later- if i have time@_@

...
obs is tomorrow.
somewhat looking foward to it,
somewhat dreading it.
all i can hope for,
is that i get some good instructor!
:D
and that i dont have to carry the shit spade.

went for ballet today,
and OH YEAH, i dont like grace tan ANYMORE.
too bad grace, you have ruined my trust!
.....
lol. whatever.

ms kok choose between valse printemps and demi charactre.
and i think everyone's dance is already decided.
and guess what.
SHE DIDNT DECIDE FOR ME.
so bad right? =_=
which means i have to keep doing both until she decides for me.

and my exam leotard is gonna be COTTON,
peach white colour:))
LOVE IT MAN:D


there's a song now that describes my mood now.
and im singing along:)