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hello. today is my second day of CP, and i must say i already look like a total freak. its like im undergoing the worst any teenager can go through, having ALOT of pimples, but its pox not pimples. haha. never mind, no one can see me and laugh. i bet all my enemies out there would be laughing if they knew (if i had any enemies)

im actually quite a nice person and i dont usually make enemies.
*innocently smiles*
ROFL.

yeah, im in a better mood, cause ive got another eight more books to read.. and im gonna finish all of them by tomorrow.. just like what i did yesterday. haha. my parents were hsocked i read so fast.. so they HAD to borrow more books for me. i bet i'll go back to school with specs or something due to my deproving eyesight.

and its also due to the fact that im listening to my favourite songs. i must state that i have fallen in love with electrico all over AGAIN. their songs are just terrific. and its LOCAL. whoopeee. ^_^

my pox are like EXPANDING. weep. yeah. theyre seriously itchy. im (with alot of difficulty) resisting the urge to burst them. in fact, i originally wanted to burst ONE to see how it'll be like. YEA, I KNOW IM TOTALLY WEIRD :D and since i have so many.. no harm losing one..
BUT I SHANT, cause i hate scars. hoho. yeah, im totally contradictory today too.

and im also on youtube.. surfing around and checking out videos.. there are an uncountable number of dance videos. way cool. and of course you get the occasional video with people who fool around in a way that makes me laugh my ass off.

**i love sing-along sessions with my comp :D totally. music makes me happy.**

i cannot stand the aspect of staying at home for such a long period of time.. its kinda scary. and my grandma wants to cook prok porridge for me everyday. so everyday im confined to the house, with only porridge, computer, radio, phone, bed, MEDICINE, and so on.
lol =.="

alright, needa go take my med. and probably sleep abit more. bigg slacker. heh.
CIAO.

just when i thought things couldnt be worse,
MY COMP GAVE UP ON ME.
i cant use my own account anymore cause my internet explorer just auto closes itself everytime i open it.. so im just gonna have to stick to using the family account. MY OWN COMP BETRAYED ME AT MY TIME OF NEED.

nah-- thats probably not the worst that could happen to me. just when i thought i was down with just a simple fever.. my temperature rose back up to 39 degrees. i woke up to find boils on my neck area.. which can be classified as: CHICKEN POX. and that was further confirmed by the inexperienced doctor (which couldnt figure out the dosage of my medicine and resorted to asking the doctor next door), who said with a big smile on her face: "I'm sad to say that you indeed have chicken pox. Have you taken your exams?"

big insensitive woman.
all my hours of studying has more or less gone to waste, since i'll most probably be missing EOYs. damn it.

and in the middle of the night, my lovely guitar decided to betray me as well, by falling on me, at my right eye area, and im sure there'll be a blue-black by tomorrow. i never once thought my guitar could be so cunning and add shit to my shitpile.

i'll most probably emerge from this encounter with a whole load of scars on my face (and everywhere else). and to add that i am indeed going to see a dentist on the 23rd of November, to discuss the issue of my braces AND get braces, and also adding the fact that i have a marvellously ugly haircut, i am SO gonna look like a total NERD. maybe not nerd, but loser, or something of the above mentioned.
(my hair is gonna take alot of months to grow back longer, and my braces will be on for about two years, and the scars, at least another year.)

can anything worse happen to a girl?
not very likely.

and somehow i think the entire class now knows that im down with CP. yeah. random people started messaging me: GET WELL SOON, MISS YA LOADS AND LOVE YOU FOREVA. i must thank them for adding the gloomy aspect of not seeing these great people for a minimum of ten days. i will miss everyone.

however, i hope what happened to cai miao (who was also down with CP a few weeks ago), happens to me. from being at least twiced more tanned than me, she came back to school looking ever so gu niang, with her marvellously fair skin.

and i must also thank her, for her advice on what NOT to do while having CP. (she was nagged at by her entire family and treated like a fragile princess, although miaomiao is like so GUY-ISH. haha) "cannot eat egg cheese beef seafood.. try not to eat meat.. n black stuff.. they say will leave marks.. n cannot bathe.. cause u may scratch it n it will make it burst easily"

advice from a real pro, thank you.
*although most of them are chinese suspicions, i shall not take chances.
and i vaguely remember her not being to eat eggs for four months, as adviced by her aunty.

whoa man, information overload. im kinda afraid of the gloomy near-future.

and ashley made me laugh by going: "youre lucky to miss the year ends. IDIOT."
her witty-ness never fails to amaze me. although im not really that lucky..

and nazurah once again touched me: "haiyah. hw cn lyke dis next tyme do take gud cAre of urSeLf. eat n sleep well. WE ALl miss u. rest alot. may u haf a quick recovery. dun wanNa distUrb u nO mOre. tC. TOodles~"

^never expected a serious malay pai kia like her to care so much when she cant even take care of herself properly. lol, jk.

its only the first few hours yet im SO bored i actually considered copying and pasting all my good-will messages up here. oh man, how am i to survive...!!

drama emo queen**

and i left all my books in school, so that = NOTHING FOR ME TO STUDY. rawr. unless someone voluteers to send me my heavy books over without placing themselves in risk.

and im totally missing FORBIDDEN CITY! man, am i pissed. its so irritating cause i have to find a replacement to go on my behalf, and kind rachel seah has gotten amirah to go for me. cool..
and im missing the auditions for THE DANCE FLOOR, was supposed to go with alisha and her dance people, but i obviously cant go. >.<

MAJOR DISAPPOINTMENTS.

plus, the dosage of medicine is horrendous..
one tablet FIVE times a day. zzz omg. and i totally hate medicine, tablets in particular.
but the doctor gave my ORANGE lozenges, so thats a little bit less hell-like. i mean, who can hate orange? :D

and i wont be given any money, so i cant save ANYTHING, which flops my great plan of being santa claus. cause i really want to get EVERYONE i love SOMETHING, and i cant. rawr again.

alright, shall stop complaining, i guess im at my lowest point of my life. i so do not want to miss EOYs. and im QUARANTINED, so unless that person has chicken pox before, no one can come and visit me. and besides, you can get a relaspe of chicken pox, just like daddy.

i suddenly remember what fatimah (fat ass) said in the affirming note: "hope you'll always have a reason to smile everyday, (like me!!)"
im finding mine, dont worry. i guess my reason to smile today is that i have great people in my life now, and ive lost none of my loved ones.

so till my next blog entry, which will be very soon cause im so BORED, toodles, ADIEU!

fuck. im like SICK.
i came back from mcdonalds near ashley house cause i was studying..
then fell on the bus.. nearly missed my stop.. bloody tired--
and while walking home i realised that i was burning with fever.
like, wtf.
in the end i took a record of twenty five mins to reach home from the bus stop. how cool is that..

hmm. wanna thank some people first.. SEVEN really nice people.
they wrote me affirming notes, and they werent forced or anything, so thats damn cool..
-ashy
-faith
-fat ass
-naz
-syaffer
-amirah
-chiali

yeah. even if they dont really mean what they say.. i shall take it as they do.. and im really touched.

and i think i tore/REALLY STRAINED a certain muscle in my back, so if i move my hand, neck, or just anything else, that PARTICULAR muscle REALLY HURTS. and i feel so uneven cause its like only ONE muscle and its on the right part of my back. so ouch. its like one burning strip of PAIN. my body is like dying and IM GROWING OLD.

and plus my sickness, which CURRENTLY consists of: fever, headache, flu, an inflamed throat, and all my old injuries are hurting again. (such as the ankle i sprained a month ago. fuck)

call me a COMPLAIN QUEEN.

theres like a whole load of dances going on at the esplanade in october. yeah. and there is ALOT of student consession. cause its the.. DA:NS FESTIVAL! way cool. but im like broke and my parents wont sponsor me, so im gonna SAVE ALOT OF MONEY, and diet at the same time, SO THAT I CAN GO. nothing prevents noelle from bursting into the esplanade to catch a dance performance.. okay, maybe not nothing, but whatever.

yeah. im skipping dinner and heading straight to bed. cannot dahan anymore. i just hope i havent caught my dad's chicken pox. bahh. then i'll miss a few exams.. so screwed. should have got chicken pox earlier, like when daddy first caught it. F.

kill all betrayers-- dont pity and be softhearted.
NOELLE, signing off.
**ANTI-CALIHI CAMPAIGN**
lol, ashley ^_^" *its an inside joke btw..*

went for class just now-- didnt dance cause im sick. erm. im down with a severe cough that even my grandma noticed. cause usually no one notices if im sick, so yeah. surprise surprise.
yeah- slacked there for the entire class.. but i couldnt help but stand up and do a few fouettes and pirouettes cause i cant jut sit and watch..

then just after class some funny thing happened between me and nat and amanda liew which shall stay a secret FOREVER cause im kinda grossed out by it. heeheehee. shhh.

then amanda followed me up to the fourth floor cause i wanted to wait for alisha to finish class.. met ms lee's kids up there, and ended up playing with them. piggy-backed kiddo nian and ran around crestar, according to his requests. haha. played barbie with jaq cause she asked me to. i think kids are damn cute. yeah.

then ms lee's girls came out.. then we brought the two kiddos down to mcdonalds. yeah. the kids are hard to look after- seriously. but it was cute seeing how jaq couldnt finish her food.. reminded me of myself when i was younger, but i was much worse than her.. then rushed them back up to crestar.. played games to finish up the remainder of the food.. yeah. then i left while alisha was playing with steph (another cute kiddo, but older. ^_^) so alisha couldnt send me home.

so now im back-- tired, aching cause i didnt dance.. *i ache when i dont dance enough. yeah.* in a bad mood- so im angry at shaun for no reason now. yeah. shant reveal what he has been doing cause im not that evil. but shaun should seriously know his limits..

or i shall reveal all and he'll die. yes.

tomorrow is MONDAY. school. argh. screw it. my hair is in no state to appear in public. i look like a ten year old tomboy. and nat confirmed with me that my hair is awful. and i just have to live with it. and i do NOT look cute in it.. warning to those people who say that i do. otherwise i may BLOW. yep.
im starving. hah. okay. i'll go grab some munch. so cya.