just when i thought things couldnt be worse,
MY COMP GAVE UP ON ME.
i cant use my own account anymore cause my internet explorer just auto closes itself everytime i open it.. so im just gonna have to stick to using the family account. MY OWN COMP BETRAYED ME AT MY TIME OF NEED.

nah-- thats probably not the worst that could happen to me. just when i thought i was down with just a simple fever.. my temperature rose back up to 39 degrees. i woke up to find boils on my neck area.. which can be classified as: CHICKEN POX. and that was further confirmed by the inexperienced doctor (which couldnt figure out the dosage of my medicine and resorted to asking the doctor next door), who said with a big smile on her face: "I'm sad to say that you indeed have chicken pox. Have you taken your exams?"

big insensitive woman.
all my hours of studying has more or less gone to waste, since i'll most probably be missing EOYs. damn it.

and in the middle of the night, my lovely guitar decided to betray me as well, by falling on me, at my right eye area, and im sure there'll be a blue-black by tomorrow. i never once thought my guitar could be so cunning and add shit to my shitpile.

i'll most probably emerge from this encounter with a whole load of scars on my face (and everywhere else). and to add that i am indeed going to see a dentist on the 23rd of November, to discuss the issue of my braces AND get braces, and also adding the fact that i have a marvellously ugly haircut, i am SO gonna look like a total NERD. maybe not nerd, but loser, or something of the above mentioned.
(my hair is gonna take alot of months to grow back longer, and my braces will be on for about two years, and the scars, at least another year.)

can anything worse happen to a girl?
not very likely.

and somehow i think the entire class now knows that im down with CP. yeah. random people started messaging me: GET WELL SOON, MISS YA LOADS AND LOVE YOU FOREVA. i must thank them for adding the gloomy aspect of not seeing these great people for a minimum of ten days. i will miss everyone.

however, i hope what happened to cai miao (who was also down with CP a few weeks ago), happens to me. from being at least twiced more tanned than me, she came back to school looking ever so gu niang, with her marvellously fair skin.

and i must also thank her, for her advice on what NOT to do while having CP. (she was nagged at by her entire family and treated like a fragile princess, although miaomiao is like so GUY-ISH. haha) "cannot eat egg cheese beef seafood.. try not to eat meat.. n black stuff.. they say will leave marks.. n cannot bathe.. cause u may scratch it n it will make it burst easily"

advice from a real pro, thank you.
*although most of them are chinese suspicions, i shall not take chances.
and i vaguely remember her not being to eat eggs for four months, as adviced by her aunty.

whoa man, information overload. im kinda afraid of the gloomy near-future.

and ashley made me laugh by going: "youre lucky to miss the year ends. IDIOT."
her witty-ness never fails to amaze me. although im not really that lucky..

and nazurah once again touched me: "haiyah. hw cn lyke dis next tyme do take gud cAre of urSeLf. eat n sleep well. WE ALl miss u. rest alot. may u haf a quick recovery. dun wanNa distUrb u nO mOre. tC. TOodles~"

^never expected a serious malay pai kia like her to care so much when she cant even take care of herself properly. lol, jk.

its only the first few hours yet im SO bored i actually considered copying and pasting all my good-will messages up here. oh man, how am i to survive...!!

drama emo queen**

and i left all my books in school, so that = NOTHING FOR ME TO STUDY. rawr. unless someone voluteers to send me my heavy books over without placing themselves in risk.

and im totally missing FORBIDDEN CITY! man, am i pissed. its so irritating cause i have to find a replacement to go on my behalf, and kind rachel seah has gotten amirah to go for me. cool..
and im missing the auditions for THE DANCE FLOOR, was supposed to go with alisha and her dance people, but i obviously cant go. >.<

MAJOR DISAPPOINTMENTS.

plus, the dosage of medicine is horrendous..
one tablet FIVE times a day. zzz omg. and i totally hate medicine, tablets in particular.
but the doctor gave my ORANGE lozenges, so thats a little bit less hell-like. i mean, who can hate orange? :D

and i wont be given any money, so i cant save ANYTHING, which flops my great plan of being santa claus. cause i really want to get EVERYONE i love SOMETHING, and i cant. rawr again.

alright, shall stop complaining, i guess im at my lowest point of my life. i so do not want to miss EOYs. and im QUARANTINED, so unless that person has chicken pox before, no one can come and visit me. and besides, you can get a relaspe of chicken pox, just like daddy.

i suddenly remember what fatimah (fat ass) said in the affirming note: "hope you'll always have a reason to smile everyday, (like me!!)"
im finding mine, dont worry. i guess my reason to smile today is that i have great people in my life now, and ive lost none of my loved ones.

so till my next blog entry, which will be very soon cause im so BORED, toodles, ADIEU!