fuck. im like SICK.
i came back from mcdonalds near ashley house cause i was studying..
then fell on the bus.. nearly missed my stop.. bloody tired--
and while walking home i realised that i was burning with fever.
like, wtf.
in the end i took a record of twenty five mins to reach home from the bus stop. how cool is that..

hmm. wanna thank some people first.. SEVEN really nice people.
they wrote me affirming notes, and they werent forced or anything, so thats damn cool..
-ashy
-faith
-fat ass
-naz
-syaffer
-amirah
-chiali

yeah. even if they dont really mean what they say.. i shall take it as they do.. and im really touched.

and i think i tore/REALLY STRAINED a certain muscle in my back, so if i move my hand, neck, or just anything else, that PARTICULAR muscle REALLY HURTS. and i feel so uneven cause its like only ONE muscle and its on the right part of my back. so ouch. its like one burning strip of PAIN. my body is like dying and IM GROWING OLD.

and plus my sickness, which CURRENTLY consists of: fever, headache, flu, an inflamed throat, and all my old injuries are hurting again. (such as the ankle i sprained a month ago. fuck)

call me a COMPLAIN QUEEN.

theres like a whole load of dances going on at the esplanade in october. yeah. and there is ALOT of student consession. cause its the.. DA:NS FESTIVAL! way cool. but im like broke and my parents wont sponsor me, so im gonna SAVE ALOT OF MONEY, and diet at the same time, SO THAT I CAN GO. nothing prevents noelle from bursting into the esplanade to catch a dance performance.. okay, maybe not nothing, but whatever.

yeah. im skipping dinner and heading straight to bed. cannot dahan anymore. i just hope i havent caught my dad's chicken pox. bahh. then i'll miss a few exams.. so screwed. should have got chicken pox earlier, like when daddy first caught it. F.

kill all betrayers-- dont pity and be softhearted.
NOELLE, signing off.
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lol, ashley ^_^" *its an inside joke btw..*