the minute i reach home i rush to my room and tie my hair in a very ugly ponytail. thats how horrendous my haircut is. fuck, i seriously hate it. im so gonna tie my hair up until it gros long, which will take a take few months to get back to its original length, and a few years to grow long. i look like total shit la.

my mum totally misunderstanded, i told her i wanted to style my hair but NOT shorten it, btu in the end she told the hairstylist to cut it in this particular way which made my hair SHORTER and its almost the exact style. in fact, it IS the same style. and i told mum that i wanted to GROW my hair, and she thought i wanted to cut it SHORT and then let it grow. so i am like- pissed? but im not blaming mum. im just getting angry over myself.

it seriously sucks. and theres like hair flying out even when i comb everything back in a ponytail. how the hell am i gonna survive without a hat.