Thursday, August 02, 2007

FEELING: tired
EATING: nerds
DRINKING: iced watcer
WATCHING: nothing
READING: Starting Economics - GF Stanlake
LISTENING TO: You and I Both - Jason Mraz
WORKING ON: my computer
LOVING: my pillow
DETESTING: nothing much really
WANTING: someone

i decided to do my entire post in orange cause it's hot:D
today's DSA auditions weren't that WOW. i think kimmie and victoria were better last year.

crystal met me at the bus stop. she's ms chiam's pianist.
and i think she's really cool. as in like, we talked from school to my house? it was a pretty long ride too. and i didn't actually know her name, and i felt so bad cause she suddenly like called my name at the bus stop.
another girl mdm goh's fond of.

sadly, being friendly and nice to mdm goh doesn't really make life easier. so there's not a significant plus point.

SS paper today was just okay, didn't really freak out over it.
and i mean, nadiah was like memorising the whole text book! as in like, she as RECITING it. omg la. what is the POINT=_= haha. she's too hardcore, it's scary.

economics tomorrow, and i'm scared. really.
it doens't come as easily to me anymore than it did in like the past two terms. still coping, but finiding it extremely hard to focus. yes.
and i haven't really studied INTENSIVE.
shoot me already yeah?

the biggest happening today was...
AMANDA!
who came back from canada yesterday. yeah. got us sweets and stuff. so sweet(:
she's totally the same.
i kinda missed her blabber you know. it's unexplainable.
*shrugs*

recently i've been hit by more emo pangs than ever.
it just comes, and i don't really feel like staying in a good mood sometimes you know?
and then it goes away with some joke or some comforting hug or maybe even just a smile.
but there's a problem with me, and i'm gonna sorten it out. somehow.

i'm gonna mug all night.
no actually, i'll just mug till 11 and sleep. i'm sleepy.

Monday, July 30, 2007

we got obsessed with high school musical in school today.
namely aisyah and i actuallyO_O
it's so last year. so much like 2/6.

i've gotta mug really hard for biology.
it's really ALOT don't you think? and this part of the syllabus is pretty dry.
like nat, we understand, but we don't remember.

ate at sakae before class today.
i think sakae may be profiteering from the GST rise or something.
you see,
$13.90 for the buffet,
plus 7% GST and 2% service charge.
if you bother to calculate, it wouldn't give you a whopping $16.36 per person.
i think the MOF should go check up on it. didn't they just find the first profiteering company yesterday?
blame my suspicious mind if you will, i just like being stingy with money.

i think CAs are driving me off the rocker. i can't find any energy left in my body. everything seems so..
sluggish. yeah.
and muggish>_<

HARRY POTTER and the Deathy Hallows isn't MINDBLOWINGLY interesting.
i finished it in one day,
and despite it's remarkable marketing strategies, i don't think it enhanced any reader's experience.
mdm goh made me give an impromptu presentation on the marketing strategies of JK Rowling and her books. economics 101.
luckily i had enough brains to notice that no banners were actually put up.
the strategy was to create a book so mysterious, that no one knew before the GLOBAL opening. that way, it would just get LOTS of curiousity going wouldn't it?
what a cost-efficient yet effective strategy, don't you think.

but basically, knowing that the readers bought the books because they were curious made my expectations higher, and the disappointment a teeny bit lower.

and then i read a story of "Who Moved My Cheese?"
which was written by a psychologist, and the book was probably like a tenth of HP.
it was about two mice and two humans, and then after the story you see which character you're mostly like. doesn't sound appealing, but it's just like leadership camp, you know?
well, that was tons better than reading a brick-sized.. novel?

i haven't done my english yet.
but priority's on studying right? :D
yeah. so, toodles.


i have my emo days, too.

Sunday, July 29, 2007

once again,
I'M BACK:D

i was considering letting this rot,
but then i realised that i needed an outlet to emo, at least for a few minutes.
and i always kept a tiny hope that, you know, i had readers:)
even if i don't, well, it's all in my head.
i like people reading you know. it makes me feel, appreciated sometimes. there, another shameful want. haha.

and then i got so sick of my blogskin that i changed.
finally.

recently i'm not as busy, with the singapore poly competition over,
and only exams to mug. dance pracs are still going on, and so is ballet,
but somehow they all seem a teeny bit slacker than usual.
either way, i'm glad. i prefer spending my time sleeping. and going out.
:)

and i've been on journeys of self-discovery.
i never knew i liked green. until i found my green leotard, and that all my recently bought shirts were green=_=
thought i had always been an anti-green person.
and i found out that sharing secrets made relationships double in strength. i like secrets:)
big big ones.
and that the smell of The Body Shop products always make me feel better.

i found out that i study automatically.
:)
when there's a need, i do it. i just take out a textbook and start making notes. isn't it wonderful?
erm. i kinda like studying now, it's a kind of therapy.
i'm probably the weirdest girl you know, if you bother to find out.

i am addicted to Martin's khong guan sultan biscuits.

it's all about me isn't it? as in, i've been ranting on about meO_O

yeah well, it has to be. imagine if i blogged about others' lives. i'd be labelled a serious stalker.
O_O
i am not okay! i may remember alot of stuff about you,
like where you live, what you love, and what you'd eat,
but it's because i commit these to memory because it'll show that you make a difference to me.
does that make sense?
well=_=


i see that i'm in a good mood today:)
and i shall see everyone at school tmr.
*okay, i'm totally random*