i know ive not been updating, so my apologies.
:D
been busy with a few things.

the lovely CA week is finally over,
and all i can think about is VIETNAM!
haha. it's gonna be real cool:)
epsically so cause it's my first time overseas without my family.
& with my friends.
sick in the head friends,
like obscene daphne and busybody amanda.
who openly grab each other in sakae sushi.
and alot of other actions out of my imagination.
:)
not to mention abigail, sarah, tanvi, aisyah, sakina, grace, yisze, nadia and nadiah.

but just like OBS, i'm gonna miss alot of things.
and people.
sigh.

yeah, reunion dinenr was a blast.
great stuff. i think i ate more than everyone, and probably about 2-3 person's share?
i'm gonna grow fat if i don't work out after CNY.
steamboat rocks:D

and before that, i went out to taka with my aunt and shaun.
and shaun bought some expensive zara shirt with my great foresight (yeah), and now he is in heavy debt.
and i'm supposed to be the debt collector? oh my. haha.
i MUST go to far east and buy my pumps. wanted to buy them SOMEWHERE in taka, but obviously everything is out of my budget. (which is like S$0.)
i didn't buy anything because i am outrageously OUT OF CASH.
and i have yet to pay for daphne's birthday present, so that sucks.
plus, i'm being fully sponsored by my bank account for the Vietnam trip.

and yeah, for many reasons, i don't think i'm going to Korea anymore.
:(
i feel like a twit. a twit who screwed up.

valentine's day was fun:D
the presents this year are all stuffed with LOVE.
just like syaf's present:D*
and it's all really sweet.
haha. reminds me of ashley and i back then in secondary one. where we invaded the neoprint machine and spent our valentine's day around bugis with rachel lim.
and rachel lim made a bet with me to see who got a valentine first for the next valentine's day.
so dumb!

yeah, and like both ashley and rachel got their dreamy valentine's this year!
:D
the time has come for me to be the one giving condoms to ashley.
HAHAA.
sick shit.

CNY celebration yesterday in school was just crap.
lousy organisation.
but the singing competition was really entertaining!
you could tell the HUGE difference between the sec fours and the sec ones.
and as expected, none of the sec 3 classes got in.
(or even bothered to join)
and I HEART MS CHAN CH.
my last year's form teacher and chinese teacher:D
she can SING. seriously.
i regret not handing up homework and making her angry..
cause she's really nice. whichever class that gets her is some lucky shit.

and because i have to go and entertain,
HAPPY LUNAR NEW YEAR EVERYONE:D
collect loads of hongbaos and put on weight!

i dont like white shorts anymore.

some stupidstupid incident caused me to embarass myself.
argh.
but its damn funny at the same time,
and in the end i was laughing along too.
:D

FINALLY decided to buy the present:)

i dont like salespeople who speak in chinese.
and im obliged to communicate with them in chinese too, which is also rather embarassing.
and the funny part is, the other day some salesguy asked if i was from a chinese school cause my accent sounded cheena.
screw it.
i dont not sound DECENT speaking chinese.

went to SDT yesterday to try out for the korea thing.
got through to the second round, not sure if i can get chosen.
but if i do, i know i wont be able to give it up. at the same time, i know that i have to compromise on SYF, and ms chiam isn't gonna forgive me for that. and i also have to compromise on ballet too.
this opportunity is just too good.
i just hope i dont get in, so i wont have to make any decision, and the space could be handed to someone who would appreciate it more.
and im shocked cause SOME real good dancers didnt get in.
i feel abit dumb (and VERY guilty), for getting through when i just went to audition out of fun and curiosity.
damn.

and ms chiam is adding unnecessary pressure on us la.
we dont LIVE to perform in SYF and grab a goldwith honours for our school.
we LIVE to dance, anywhere and everywhere:D
(especially in KOREA...!!)
and we dont appreciate our dance practices being cancelled cause we have other things to do with our time.
so before pressurising us to commit to NOTHING but SYF, show us that its worth it.
cause now, no one is really into it, and ms chiam's attitude aint exactly helping.

and tomorrow is our SS and A MATH ca.
i think im gonna FLING all my marks away:)
im just not in the STUDY mood (ithink all the sec 3s feel the same), and besides, it only seems to me like the 3rd week of school..
O_O
i am trying very hard to study though:D
A MATH is the worse thing ever. i would rather ace my SS than fail both, so im leaving a math revision for last.
(that is, if i have time..)

stress.
stressed.
stressing.
have stressed.
have been stressing.

and im showing signs of STRESS.
plus im itchy, and braces arent the most blunt pieces of metal you could put inside your mouth.

those stupid people have not contacted me about the CLASS TSHIRT.
what kind of lousy companies are they la.
shall go chase them tomorrow.

im happy for those who have good O level results:D
and im inspired to get distinctions too.
especially for <3ECONOMICS.
im obsessed with economics. found myself studying daphne's book during dance prac yesterday.
its like an A LEVEL book somemore.
i feel like buying it! its much better than our lousy SUE GRANT book.

instead on blabbering on with my randomness,
im gonna take out my notes.
GOOD LUCK TO ALL WHO CANT SCORE WELL,
just like me:D