i dont like white shorts anymore.

some stupidstupid incident caused me to embarass myself.
argh.
but its damn funny at the same time,
and in the end i was laughing along too.
:D

FINALLY decided to buy the present:)

i dont like salespeople who speak in chinese.
and im obliged to communicate with them in chinese too, which is also rather embarassing.
and the funny part is, the other day some salesguy asked if i was from a chinese school cause my accent sounded cheena.
screw it.
i dont not sound DECENT speaking chinese.

went to SDT yesterday to try out for the korea thing.
got through to the second round, not sure if i can get chosen.
but if i do, i know i wont be able to give it up. at the same time, i know that i have to compromise on SYF, and ms chiam isn't gonna forgive me for that. and i also have to compromise on ballet too.
this opportunity is just too good.
i just hope i dont get in, so i wont have to make any decision, and the space could be handed to someone who would appreciate it more.
and im shocked cause SOME real good dancers didnt get in.
i feel abit dumb (and VERY guilty), for getting through when i just went to audition out of fun and curiosity.
damn.

and ms chiam is adding unnecessary pressure on us la.
we dont LIVE to perform in SYF and grab a goldwith honours for our school.
we LIVE to dance, anywhere and everywhere:D
(especially in KOREA...!!)
and we dont appreciate our dance practices being cancelled cause we have other things to do with our time.
so before pressurising us to commit to NOTHING but SYF, show us that its worth it.
cause now, no one is really into it, and ms chiam's attitude aint exactly helping.

and tomorrow is our SS and A MATH ca.
i think im gonna FLING all my marks away:)
im just not in the STUDY mood (ithink all the sec 3s feel the same), and besides, it only seems to me like the 3rd week of school..
O_O
i am trying very hard to study though:D
A MATH is the worse thing ever. i would rather ace my SS than fail both, so im leaving a math revision for last.
(that is, if i have time..)

stress.
stressed.
stressing.
have stressed.
have been stressing.

and im showing signs of STRESS.
plus im itchy, and braces arent the most blunt pieces of metal you could put inside your mouth.

those stupid people have not contacted me about the CLASS TSHIRT.
what kind of lousy companies are they la.
shall go chase them tomorrow.

im happy for those who have good O level results:D
and im inspired to get distinctions too.
especially for <3ECONOMICS.
im obsessed with economics. found myself studying daphne's book during dance prac yesterday.
its like an A LEVEL book somemore.
i feel like buying it! its much better than our lousy SUE GRANT book.

instead on blabbering on with my randomness,
im gonna take out my notes.
GOOD LUCK TO ALL WHO CANT SCORE WELL,
just like me:D