home.
praying hard that my wisdom teeth wont even pop out.
praying hard that all the pain would stop, so that i can fill my gigantic stomach without a care in the world.
(except for maybe growing fatter)

wishing i could actually talk properly and that my cheek would stop swelling.

extracting your teeth should be avoided unless necessary.

first time in many weeks im home so early,
without anyone asking me to head home.
there must be something wrong with me.
oh well.

and i think im allergic to something, or my skin just caught some disease.
cause im itching like hell, and there are random red spots popping up all over my legs. plus a few on my arms.
and im rapidly using up nadiah's hansaplast anti-itching gel.
this aint good.
i dont think this is from OBS.. cause now my sandfly bites are gone, except for the scars.
speaking of scars, i need those creams that can get rid of them.
NOW.
damn.

its been TWO long days.
hopefully this doesnt continue..
:)
i dont think i can dahan much longer.
and neither can you.

ms kok chose my two dances though.
DRAMATIQUE AND VALSE PRINTEMPS.
i actually dont mind:)
i cant imagine myself doing anything but marzuka.
and if i end up doing that for exam,
i'll get the so called "killer combination"
(as stated by daphne)

i wanna take a long break.
and cry, and cry, and cry,
cause noelle cries. lol.
nah, crying makes me feel better.
so sometimes i'll jut start crying.
scary?
=_=

and school is just .....
just...
pointless cause i dont understand a thing of maths.
mr yong PANICS. cause his students (me being a prominent one) have clearly visible question makrs aroudn their heads.
the way he panics..
thats funny.
and its just stress, stress, more stress.
how many teachers and people do i have to meet in a single day?
sheesh!

AND YES,
SOMEONE'S GETTING MARRIED!
:) :) :) :) :)
i cant believe it. CONGRATS DUDE.
omg. and to think he can be such a bastard.
lol. jking.
i dont think im actually invited, but it doesnt really matter does it?
no wonder hes in such a good mood nowadays!

i am starving, but i cant eat.
cause IT HURTS.
so, like yesterday,
im skipping dinner and sleeping early.
if i can..

im gonna drown my physical, emotional, and physical uncomfort in cold water, homework, and my computer.
then i'll start smiling and laughign again:)