when noelle sits in front of her computer,
and watches dramas,
she gets hooked on to them.
and she gets angry,
cause she would rather go out.
but when she goes out,
and she is alone,
she gets bored/frustrated/whatever.
she goes crazy,
and buys things she know she would regret.
but she WAS in a bad mood,
so too bad:)
and after buying the _______ thing,
she would realise how stupid the whole thing is,
and smile and laugh to herself while walking home.
(causing people to stare in scepticism.)

yeah.
that summarises my today:)
bad mood cause of.. i dont know, one main reason i guess.
and i went to the library and read all the ballet books:D
moodlifting stuff.

my computer is extremely slow..
think it got hit by some weird bug or something. which is really pissing me off. maybe dad can get me a new CPU:D
(i can dream on)

heard from ashley that the vietnam trip is 1000 bucks with MOE subsidy.
screw it. 1k from my own pockets!
D:
erm, i think i should explain.
we, and TJC's IP people, are going together to vietnam!
which is why ashley knows about it. yeah. and it's to study the transition from a command economy to a free market. and also to promote entrepreneurship and to study the colourful Vietnam. and alot others.
I LOVE ECONOMICS.
lovelovelovelovelove.
:D
which is why i readily signed up for the program and gave my.. my 100 dollars as deposit.
shit.

FOR THE LOVE OF ECONOMICS!

okay.
erm. there's dance tomorrow morning.
and after that i have the AUDITIONS.
shhhhhhhh:)

im trying to distract myself.
gosh.
im going as crazy as nadiah.

and we're super psyched about the vietnam trip.
we've already started coming up with a pack list- can you believe that?
i dont think we can concentrate during our CAs next week.


i know my mood is constantly swinging,
and thinking of it, im pissed.