Friday, April 25, 2008

Chinese paper 2 was okay although many thought otherwise.
Got hooked onto the card game Bridge during our Mc's breakfast at PL.
And I cannot wait to play on monday(:
I'm proud that I picked it up just by watching them play!

Alisha's house has a really unpredictable atmosphere. Shan't comment more.
But, she's really like a guy in so many ways. Hahahahahaha, oh dear. She really needs to control herself luh:D :D :D And get a nice, LAYERED haircut. Totallyy.
Shanya's such a cute little girl! Even if she lacks her panties. Oh Alisha. I like naughty, happy kids:D And she talks to herself and I don't understand half of whatever she actually says to me. And our Eron's the best. He's practically the King of the House. Hahahaha.
He just shouts and shouts. But his smiles are worth $1000000 each. (:

I never knew Carmen cheated on Shane. D:

Anyway, i'm glad we're left with only econs. While the rest of the level can go out this entire weekend, we certainly can't. It'll be so demoralising to see a "please buck up N" or "pull yourself together, N" or "you can do better than this, N" on my exam paper. How Mdm Goh-ish. Yeah, let's all strive to be like Sabrina.
Speaking of her, Sab's totally normal and doesn't study much more than we do a day. In fact, she dedicates her wednesday and thursday nigths to watching American Idol and is an ardent fan of someone!
I want David Cooks to win. YESSS. I know mum is totally in love with the young David cause he's so charming, but honestly, he isn't likely to win. She likes to comment about Everything about him. "He grew taller! He was only at Ryan Seacrest's ear last week" or something of similar effect.

Okay, at least this season is more significant and memorable. The worst was the one with Taylor Hicks, if that's his name. Ewwwww.

But i'll give myself some time off to relax tomorrow(:
Yesssss, and i'm open to suggestions! And anyone who wants a taste of Rockband, you'er totally welcome:D :D :D

It's really wrong to even imagine. I have the widest imagination but the worst timing Ever, yeah don't we all know. Please, tell me about it.
Still, I think i'm starting to regret. Not you,
but whatever I didn't (get to) do for you.
First afternoon i'm not retarding away on the PS3.
I love ya Alisha.

Wednesday, April 23, 2008

No one else thought my hair was ever "fresh".
No one else would call me confident instead of proud.
Chemistry sucked. And I need to work out.
I'm so close to screaming.
Something along the lines of "I wish you were here".
And no, i'm not full of praise for you.

Tuesday, April 22, 2008

abandoned study plan with alisha.
haven't studied a word of chem, and i'm dead serious.
Goodbye Chemistry.
been playing and doing everything else.
i really don't feel like studying anymore, and i think i'm worse than you, Abigail.
(:
we're all not exam-people. not like my dear mum.
i wish i got the right genes.

desperately looking for She Loved by MiG Ayesa.
(yes you've got it, the WE WILL ROCK YOU guy. :D)
his voice is totally drool-worthy.

i'm going to party like crazy this weekend and forget about econs paper next monday.
i'll spend my time on the PS3 and on starbucks and on some sort of shopping.
if i can spare any time. i don't think many people care about econs anymore.

*btw, Amath was alright. hope to get a B.
and geog elec was bullshit. i made up stories and bullcrapped my way through, just like i knew i would. hope to pass. if i fail, nvm either.

i admit: i'm jealous.
of what exactly, i don't know.
don't get me wrong, i'm jealous cause i see it everywhere.
nowadays especially. ah, so that makes me less guilty of whatever you've just mentally accused me for. (:

I really want to come kick it with you.

Monday, April 21, 2008

i must look like a really poor kid.
i hate my shrunken pinafore.
i hate my torn blouses. but shall save some money and endure it for just another 6 months.
ohmygod, only 6 months left. i didn't realise.
anyway, i also dislike my hole-y shoes.
and v.v.v.v hole-y socks.
why are all my school stuff so torn and tattered when other people can make one blouse last for four years?
i must be really rough and active. somehow.
of course, please excuse my habit of switching bags whenever i feel bored. that totally gives me away doesn't it(:
changed to some half-ahlian-looking converse bag today for, hopefully, a change of luck. i'm so shallow. hahaha.
okay i'm just really crazy from doing three hours worth of Amath. and all the crazy questions from that book. which is like a billion times more than the textbook. totally madness.
i pray to score a B for Amath.
i'm just gonna bullshit for geography tomorrow. like make up stories and random solutions to problems. and if i don't know, i'll write as though i know.
i think i talk too much. yeah.
everyone, say hi to my alter-ego that appears under fatigue+stress.
the name's Noelle II. *wants to go on elaborating the nuclear division part, but decides not to be a freak.
shit, i haven't cleared biology and damned meiosis out of my brain yet. shortage of memory space.
okay, i'll stop talking.
goodnight everyone.
did i tell you that i bought a dress just yesterday?
this is super unlucky.
444 posts so far.
bad numbers. but i'm not superstitious.
i just like 11:11. (:

but yes, today is a very unlucky day.
chinese was okay lah, how hard could it get?
whatever i wanted came out.
a complaint letter and some newspaper report on some youth-related problem.
luckily for me(:
we're so negative. we prefer writing complaint letters to compliments, and on negative issues like smoking and stealing handphones but not on how teenagers are so smart nowadays.
hawhaw.

Bio, on the other hand, was a flop.
i really really won't do well for this. and my A1 had flown away the minute i flipped open the paper.
i want a B. i DESPERATELY want a B. i'll be attention-seeking and disgusting just to get a B. i'll do ANYTHING to score in biology.
yes, but we all know that i'm rather helpless now.
i'm totally defeated. mr peh was right after all!
asked him how the paper was, he went: of course you all cannot do la!
he decided to "kill" us this once, and "kill" us again at prelims.
i thought MYEs were supposed to be encouraging luh. ):

but i must say, it was a very fun paper.
i think i'll miss mr peh's papers after we graduate.

i think i have some sort of exam disease.
(i don't think it's contagious.)
last year during the bio paper it was fever,
the other day it was the stomachache, and today it was a horrible horrible backache. i felt like screaming but obviously i didn't. and it was on-off. SO ANNOYING, MY GOODNESS.
i couldn't slouch, or sit up straight, so basically whatever i did didn't work.
i should totally bring in a cushion starting tmr. i think i'll die if the exam disease strikes again.
until now i still feel uneasy. i think i'll puke any moment.

was it something i ate? i stayed away from lousy curry and roti prata today what.
urgh. whatever.
tuition later, and i already am halfdead.
i have to somehow study geography, and i don't think i'll have time for Amath.
die la. how will my L1R5 be below 20 this term?
pfffft. i need a brain transplant cause this one isn't too bright.

i feel lousy.
thanks ah Mr peh, and everyone else for seeming so smart.

when i turned to look, you weren't looking.
when i wanted to wave, you were gone.

Sunday, April 20, 2008

my room's some sort of insect kingdom.
there's some huge mosquito flying around and ants appear out of thin air everything there's a biscuit crumb.

no real, justified reason for me to blog,
but i need to destress. i'm a little upset that after studying bio for two days, i'm still scared and not prepared. i'm supposed to be on other subjects, but bio's really so heavy.
expectedly, i haven't done anything for chinese paper 1 tmr. hurhurhur.
the hi-lighted all over chinese worksheet for phrases and stuff is lying somewhere in between my bio notes.

can we climb this mountain, i don't know
higher now than ever before i
know we can make it if we take it slow
let's take it easy, easy now, watch it go

my hair's so terribly out of shape.
i want to trim it. it's growing soo slowly. urgh.

i have a bad habit of getting comfortable during exams.
so i take off my shoes, tie up all my hair/let down all my hair (dependent on mood), undo my belt and keep undoing and doing my button.
i just realised it during last monday's paper. luckily i'm sitting right at the back for all the papers.

subject i'm going to die at: chemistry.
subject i want to desperately score at: amath.
subject i'm capable of scoring: emath.
subject that i'm most proud of: biology.
subject i can't care less about: chinese.
subject that i need to get decent grades at: e.geography.
subject we should all try harder at: economics.

i'm so happy 2 out of 8 subjects are over. i'm really hopeless lah.

you sit there in your heartache
waiting on some beautiful boy to
to save you from your old ways
you play forgiveness, watch him now, here he comes

he doesn't look a thing like Jesus
but he talks like a gentleman
just like you imagined him to
when you were young