i just talked to nat(:
and she's gonna get the shock of her life tomorrow.
and so would everyone else. check out the new emo kid in town people!
haha. omg. what a joke.

you know what.
i feel really bad, for spending nearly every free moment with someone.
aiya, obvious who la, but yeah.
i've been sacrificing my time with my friends, and my time dancing.
i mean, i do actually study when i go out,
but i could've studied with the clique, i could've studied at ballet.
choices.

i hereby promise that i'll minimise that. because i think that alot of people deserve more than i can offer currently.
and i'll go for ballet and rehearsals, cause i think i'm the only one who has no idea what's going on whatsoever.
and i'll go out with my friends(: i think i owe amanda, abigail and daphne a big apology here.
and i'll let him study by himself, as i HOPE he has the discipline. and i won't be a distraction. i hope:P i mean, i can't help it if i'm still distracting even though i'm not physically near. haha.

*hope you're better. i don't think you're very receptive to pain*

i'm a mean friend.
crapcrap.
twenty four hours a day;
seven hours in sch with classmates
five hours OUT
two hours at ballet
ten hours at home
how's that plan? i don't think seven hours in school qualifies for friend time. heehee. it's mostly studying anyway, and i don't really like to talk during lessons, unless it's something really nice to talk about.

i've wasted my entire year like that.
learn from mistakes aye?
i made a big mistake. a few big ones actually.
as ryan smartly says,
acceptance is the first key to recovery.
and that humans commit mistakes.
listen to yourself more often young mann.

i've got ALOT to catch up for the performance item. screwwwww.

cascada's everytime we touch(:
everytime we touch, i get this feeling
everytime we kiss, i swear i could fly
can't you feel my heart beat fast-
i want this to last
i need you by my side
cause everytime we touch, i get this static
everytime we kiss, i reach for the sky,
can't you feel my heart beat so,
i can't let you go
i want you in my life.