and i saw the tears on ur face
i shot u down and i slammed the door
but couldn’t make a sound
so please stay sweet, my dear
don’t hate me now
i cant tell how
this last song ends
secondhand serenade - the last song ever.

i know.
i know what you want me to do. but i know what everyone wants me to do as well.
i know how you feel. i do. i'm sorry i had to be that one to burst it.
blame me if you will, if it'll make us both feel better.

because i'm not one who acts against my conscience.

i really cannot continue that way. i never meant to keep it from you and let it build, and then pour it down on you all of a sudden.
it's my fault, really. I'M not good enough. and don't tell me the opposite.
cause it isn't true.
i'm sorry that your world might be sent into pieces tomorrow. but i've really made my choice.
don't confuse me.
and don't deter me, i've really thought about it. and it's best.
for both of us.

i'm sorry i wasn't the perfect one. i cannot withstand facing you anymore. because i know that it's my problem that ruined it. because i can't bring myself to lie to myself, or you, anymore.

i don't regret you. i never will.
i'm sorry for everything that's happening. and will happen. just remember what we shared. and store it somewhere deep inside, cause then i'll really know that you appreciated me for everything i did. and that i was so much more to you than i knew.

i know you're reading. i know you're heartbroken.
i know.