She's such a happy girl.

my eye's like RED RED.
i kinda rubbed it. alot. and it's sorta infected i guess. oops.

at tuition yesterday, i sneezed really loud and hard.
next minute, blood came out.
i panicked. lol. and erm. not to be gross but phlegm's really green if you're sick. like grass colour. if you're normal, it's supposedly yellow.
so mine came out green+red=brown. chocolate brown.
ewwww. i bet you just said that.

since i had nothing to do today,
i accompanied abigail and aisyah to TJC for the sports heats. don't think our class won anything although we did get into the finals for the relay.
but i mean like, 8 teams get in. and each class sends one?
and, there're only nine classes. =_=

so after all the loud noisy and confusing mess,
we went to the bus stop. they all went home and marissa came along.
she's really very tall.
like, i have to look up to her when we talk. lol.

and i met ashley.
we went to Ice Cream Chef. in my craziness, i ordered like a pint.
one whole small tub. haha. chocolate, strawberry and nutella.
faith and fatimah came later and we had a mini-reunion.
i'm happy cause i finished the icecream:D

i missed ashley.
haha. her weird jokes, her exaggerrated explanations, her facial expressions-
everything.
her school has alot of scandals. so interesting eh:D
and we were being mean but yes, we did make fun of the weird people who we encountered.
the really really weird ones.
who have fake RI boyfriends and write poser-ish love poems.
makes me wanna puke.
familiar? :D

i was a little pissed off in class cause of the last minute econs question.
they literally shirked it to me, and i had to impromptu-ly come up with something.
i get really annoyed when there's last minute things. and when i could've used a little bit of useful help.

but anyway.
A Math ca was okay. except that i totally didn't see the last question. and it costs 8 marks.
the tangent perpendicular to radius thing that daphne said was a give-away.
i felt like taking a shot to my head.
ARGH.
i hope i get the rest right.
i hope i get at least a 28/40.
then i'll be further away from a fat F9.
pray. yes, pray.

i have self-expectations.
i like to meet them.
and if other people don't meet their own, it's not gonna affect me anyway.
i'll still like to meet mine.
but yes, i like to help. so in the end, it affects me in a good way you know?
i apologise for my insensitivity but i really can't do much else.
"it's alright", "let's practise" and unconcious ego-boosts.

i want Geog back and i want Math back.

so tired as i was when i reached home today,
i know it sounds ridiculous but i kinda cheered up.
after reading a message on friendster.
call me a no-lifer but a 'smile' actually does help.
a fake, electronic smile. yes. fake.

haha(; thank you.

tomorrow i'm going to watch Jumper.
I Will. cause i say so. even if the queue lasts till the toilets and down the escalators.
or bryan can queue up while i do some shopping.
HAHA. okay that's mean. but yeah. no more lousy movies please.
i really need visual therapy.

i like going out with no-stress people.
i like happy people who swing their arms around and clap for no particular reason.
i like looking at people who smile at me. and i'd like to smile back.

this is written by a Singaporean commoner, aged 15. February 22nd, 2008.

'Fatigue is but a state of the mind.'
do you agree? (8 marks)


i'm really happy that the one week holidays are coming.
thank you.