i'm dead frustrated.
and really really confused.

i'm putting my foot down on this-
enough is enough.
to myself, to you, and to everyone.
quit being such pushovers and kick yourself if you haven't kept to your limits.

let me just say that tessa's house is the coolest house i've ever been in. seriously.
it's got a room for everything! and yes, it's freaking huge.
she gave me a tour of the entire house(:
spent most of the time playing blackjack. with her brothers and dad and everyone else.
(seems to be the favourite this year.)

had to leave early to go to ah-boh's house.
ah. okay. nothing much happened there except i won gonggong and dad's money.
i didn't make a loss today(; except that one dollar that i gave to basil.
i simply can't resist kids.

i've actually only half a mind to blog today,
and you've already sensed my foul mood from a mile off.
i really cannot stand anyone talking bad about people i actually care about.
it pisses me off- damn straight.
even as friends, even as a joke, i'm never comfortable with it.
i mean, if you don't have anything to talk about,
don't bitch. don't talk at all.

okay. i have no idea why i'm getting so worked up.
maybe i'm just not used to it (okay fine, i'm not.),
and the idea of insulting her is just way out of the line.
so what if you're nice, rich, pretty, and god cares what else,-
nothing gives people the right to talk like that.
i hate people who only know how to have fun. they take nothing seriously.
i know i'm being way too serious,
and it's not jealousy alright.
damn it.

it would've been a beautiful day.
and if you only knew.

it's fifteen minutes later.
and i'm feeling less of a jerk.
thank you tall guy! i owe you many(:

i don't think liking a second cousin is counted as incest right?
haha. nahhhhh.
just hot(:

it'll be hardcore mugging tmr.
jiayou:D