i'm on this sudden craze for blogging this week.
aren't you all proud of me? :D

maybe it's because for once, i've got something of substance to blog about.
not that it's good news.

but from now on the news won't be that bad,
cause you know what,
i'm getting over it.
and i'm actually moving on.

before i rant on about the details,
let me start thanking.
-alisha has been the greatest girl (ignore the horniness) in my world.
-hong bin has given me the most sensible and valuable advice,
and it has thus allowed me to 'see the light', and perhaps the truth.
-amanda, abigail, daphne and whoever else in class who unconciously lifted my spirits.
-EVERYONE. cause i'm feeling a weird, undescribable melancholy.
but i suppose the sad parts are drifting away.

i daresay i have the strength and courage to walk away.
because you know,
you're not the one for me.
feels funny to admit it. i feel a little shameless to let it out,
but it's everything everyone's been telling me, and slowly, i've been giving in.
i don't need a quitter.
i want a lasting, honest relationship.
someone not sugary, someone with substance, and someone whose companionship never leaves me disappointed.
there.
that's my goal.

anyway(:
i know none of the 4/1 girls are gonna read this tonight,
cause everyone's studying for the enormous bio test tmr.
chapters 5 to 9.
yeah. mind you, i just started this afternoon. and i hope to pass.
heh(:

went looking for my dear alisha after school,
to buy straws and etc for valentine's day presents.
didn't find straws so she bought something else instead.
i learnt that xinci has a bad sense of direction,
and that alisha is a sarcastic prat(:
followed her home and crammed over there till 8.

in a moment of excitement, she actually ripped the top button off my shirt.
i was like, jaw dropped.
O:
it was like: noelle if you touch me again, i'm gonna rape you.
and i laid a hand on her back and she pounced.
oooops. i should've took it a little more seriously! a mini wrestling match which had me totally victimised and kicking and yelling,
until alisha heard something give way and stopped.
my button. ):

fine, since i had the guts to expose her evil plans,
i admit that the victor of the day is ALISHA THIEN!
i suppose that'll satisfy her ego(:

thanks honey.
for spending a whole afternoon with me.
it was great. cause you loved me when no one else did(:
i promise you my hand in marriage (duh im joking) and my eternal friendship.
although i know you'll trade it any day for a fair maiden's hand(:
awww man, i'm in such a bullshit-ing mood today.