And i wrote this letter in my head
Cause so many things were left unsaid.

went shopping with mum, dad and ines while dropping shaun off at work.
and guess what, mum bought my birthday present today!
she bought me..

a bolster.
a twenty dollar bolster. lol!
i've never received such a present(: haha.

and mum wanted to ask shaun to join us for dinner.
so she just grabbed a random shirt and queued up at his cashier to pop the question.
it was freaking hilarious(: and his senior was staring! haha.
we were rather tempted to buy my lingerie at his counter but i decided to spare him the painful agony of handling his sister's and mum's underwear:D haha.
he handles clothes with the tip of two fingers! loooool.

she got me a brownie birthday cake from mrs field's too.
i think we scared the guy with mum's debate on the colour of the icing:P

i really hate my birthday on a celebrated public holiday.
cause everyone's obviously busy and heading out to other parties.
i wish my birthday was on some not-very-useful public holiday like uh,
labour day.
or maybe boxing day!
you don't see anyone celebrating these do you. haha.
lucky ines.

i'm so tired i could sleep another year.
alisha's feeling happy today, and that's gooood(:
watched american pie for the first time today, and it's really funny. haha.
no wonder shaun likes it so muchO_O
it's kinda sick though. just like "good luck chuck", but they're both good.
i think i'll find someone to celebrate my birthday (in advance!) with me tmr in the day,
then head over to ryan and rachel's place for dinner.
it's gonna be really really awkward.
really.

and especially since they're so nice to our family,
i don't know what i'm supposed to do.
okay i do know, i just don't know how.
in this case, alisha's favourite word gives the most accurate description:
rawr.

but honestly, i don't know why i'm not as flustered as i should be.
tears aren't anything to fuss over, a lack of anxiety is.
i wish i could rant on and on to my favourite girl cause only she would understand the entire story.
i'm not sure who the "you" that i use so often here is refering to anymore.

I'd do anything
Just to hold you in my arms
To try to make you laugh
Somehow I can't put you in the past
I'd do anything
Just to fall asleep with you
Will you remember me?
Cause I know I won't forget you.