mission:
stay awake till midnight.

i hate this. i hate this. i hate this. i hate this. i hate this. i hate this. i hate this. i hate this. i hate this. i hate this. i hate this. i hate this. i hate this. i hate this. i hate this. i hate this. i hate this.
mum's not allowing me to go to the christmas party tmrw):
i'm ready to break down the walls. she's making such a big deal abotu it.
so i told her:
forget it.

and instead, i've pissed myself off.

murder.

but for their sake and mine, i'll confine myself in my room till i'm sane enough to go down without screaming. haha. i'm such a kid right?
i know>_<
we all think we'll get what we want. and we get angry when we don't.
okay. i'm going down later to re-persaude her. haha.
it's just a party. and it's just a bunch of nice people.
and it's just free food, and it's just getting my present.
it sounds totally different when you take out the "just":D

christmas dinner was good. i loooove ikea meatballs.
merry noelle everyone.


stop pushing me over. i have a freaking backbone.