happy birthday ryan(:

today was.. idk.
honestly.
dance in the morning was really.. funny actually.
cause to my extreme horror, nat added an elmo rap into the music.
and guess what?
it's about ABC.
haha i got a huge huge huge shock. and she added "the nicest kids in town" roll call part, as well as toma:D
so it meant a little bit of choreographing but it turned out okay!
and yes, it was fun.
(:

then rushed to dhoby ghaut to meet samuel but i somehow still was late.
oops!
searched in vain for ryan's present.
haha. and i met eleanor today. she's really nice and all.
and tall too!
but sam said she was like around half a head taller than him, which was bullshit=_=
i think i get conned by him at least three times a day.
it's not my fault that i'm gullible because i trust people. haha. wth.
...
rachel got lost trying to find us and so i had to go rescue her,
btu it was looking for a needle. literally!
and in a haysack i might add.
(:

played pool,
rewatched national treasure 2, (at the birthday boy's request!)
played pool again,
and dined at border's cafe.
the food took extremely long but the salad was pretty good(:
and ryan, thanks for offering to pay! haha.
hope you had a great day with usss.

however, i'm currently in a bad fix.
i have no idea how i'm gonna settle this cause i don't think i'm even entire sure of what i think/feel.
i don't want to but i do.
ever been in this type of situations?
i hate this multiplied by a thousand.

i feel so so weird having two entirely different feelings at once.



just so you know.
&thanks for the lovely present(: