okay i know this is gonna be really random,
but right now, i've got a few things i wanna do.

1. slap someone. cause i'm feeling real bitchy.
2. hug someone really tight.
3. cry on someone's shoulder.
4. find a thousand dollars.
5. spend it all.

i dont know why but i think i have alot of built-up anger.
yep.
maybe it's a lack of confidence,
or a natural fear due to experience.

screw all mean people.
i'm currently at a mental war against everyone who put me down and made me think that i wasn't good enough.
because i don't think i'm that pathetic.
and i mean, i treasured you all so much, gave'em the best i could offer,
and this is what i'm left with.
they didn't deserve it.

ten things i wanna do this year.
1. score well for O's.
2. grow my hair long.
3. banish my pimples forever.
4. start being a really comforting and kind person.
5. grow taller.
6. lose my tan/get an even one.
7. be more selfless.
8. love everyone.
9. go on a mad, crazy shopping spree.
10. you.

i'll write them down when i think of more.
there. the thing everyone's fussing over.
my new year resolutions. tada.

i think i'm slowly going crazy with all the tiny voices in my head.

three things i wanna announce:
1. i'm over him.
2. my addmath is seriously pathetic.
3. i love simple plan.
told you it was gonna be real random.
argh. it's one of the "i don't know what's wrong with me" days.
until the remedy then.


i know i'm angry and all,
but,
sheesh.
i can't help but like you.