whooooohoooooo.
thank god it's friday.
it's been my craziest week ever, and i'm glad it's the weekends.

just to note,
couples should take into considerationg that PDA seriously affects the brokenhearted.
spare a thought for me before you startcuddling in public please.
but then again, i'll be a hypocrite cause i'm guilty as charged too.
forget it.

started off really happy and high this morning cause it's friday(:

got kinda shocked when td msged me all of a sudden that my hair was really short.
and i was on the bus so i frantically started looking around.
then i found out that he was around the bus stop and saw me.
it was really embarrassing cause i walked outta the house without my wallet this morning,
and ended up running back only when i saw my bus coming.
oops(:

PE was really fun, although i think i got slightly tanner.
agaisnt my will! - i wanna lose my tan totally.
stayed during recess to play a bit more netball(:
i don't like the trolley. it vibrates too much for my liking:D and aisyah was like getting high and running while pulling the trolley.
oh my.

i'm sure everyone will agree with me when i say that mdm goh has really awesome fashion sense.
:D

amanda, dionne and sylvia got SO engrossed in my cleo mag, cause it was like the guy section and all.
i scared zing off when i told her (from the mag) that the longest erect penis is 13inches long.
which is one inch more than a long ruler.
she was like holding the ruler but then threw it on amanda's table suddenly.
and the best part, i started waving the ruler around and she ran off squeaking:D
HAHAHAHA. she's damn funny.
and then the group of them were like: eww eww eww
at every random thing about guys.

they're so innocent that i feel like a um,
giggolo.

wait wait,
i'll never be a giggolo. rest assured(:
it's so wrong. O_O

had nothing to do, and no one to go out with today,
so i ended up going home. the rain had temporarily stopped, and i thought i was really lucky(:

then again, the scenario repeated.
i saw my bus coming,
i reached into my bag for my wallet,
started digging in my bag,
cursed when i realised i left it under my table in class.
got really pissed and walked back to class.
and i thought it was a joke when a sudden downpour came.

but on the way, i saw tessa(: she was just leaving for training.
and she somehow managed to get an umbrella from someone.
she ended up walking with me to the bus stop since she was heading there too.
we got quite wet though. and she kinda forced me to take the umbrella with me home.
she naturally makes me happy.
it felt good(: for about ten minutes or so.

and then on the way back, i started thinking.
i wonder how long i'll take to get over it.
hongbin said that it was all up to me. and that i'll laugh at myself years later.
but i don't think i can take much more of it.
i don't wanna think about all the happy moments.
it's torturing. and i'm still very sore.
i really, really want to forget.
you'll never hear anyone else saying that;
they're all like: oh. i'll cherish our time. oh, i'll like to remember it that way.

i think thats bullshit.
or maybe i've just got too big a serving of pain.
when i fall, i fall really really hard.
there. that's finally something i'm good at.

it makes me tremble
when i realise that you're not even affected.
and you're probably having fun out there.
i wonder how people get over things so easily.
maybe i'm old-fashioned cause i treat relationships really seriously.
and perhaps the people of our day don't.

you have no idea how much you're killing me.

i'm letting the negative energy flow out.
and i'm opening my heart to some wholesome advice.
i've heard that time heals all.
i'll wait till then.