gosh. i can be such an idiot sometimes.
forgive me KEN.
and i'll try not to be such a burden and be more sensitive.
i know you'll say you forgive me,
but i cant really forgive myself.
and i feel like blaming those idiot poser biker jerks, but i cant, cause ultimately its my fault.

noelle can be the world's greatest fool sometimes.
the most naive and innocent and immature and foolish girl who can keep on dreaming.
the great troublemaker. the rebel.
she tried to help, but without knowing anything, she cant.
all the times she caused trouble without even knowing it seems to come back to her now.
at this very moment.
she regrets herself.

*and im sorry CH,
cant make it to your SYFC games.