im gonna change my blogskin TODAY.
right after this post.
bcus my aunty says she prefers the BEAUTIFUL REBELS one.
but im not gonna use the same blogskins twice..
so i shall CHANGE.

yesterday was.. BAD.
oh well.
19MAY2006- the day shaun leow becomes a bassist.
i wanted to accompany my DEAR brother to get his bass..
but he was talking alot of crap the previous night..
bout having to look after me and panic if i go missing.
then td informed me that it wasnt really a good reason..
bcus it has had been a tradition for THEM (td and company) to look after me instead of shaun.
O_O

so blablabla.. and then i asked shaun again after school yesterday.
he was going to pennisula to get his bass.
AND HE DITCHED ME.
HE HEARTLESSLY DITCHED HIS LITTLE SISTER.

so i was pissed the whole day.
and i dont think he even FELT or NOTICED and definately not KNEW about it.
argh. insensitive BOYS.

i was waking with ashley back to her house..
at BRAS BASAR COMPLEX.
and guess what?
two guys suddenly froze and stared at me.
and ashley nudged me and i stared at them.
it was.. nick and eugene.
and the first thought that came to me was:
WHERE THE F IS SHAUN.
and then the OTHER three appeared.
weiqiang HMPHED at me and walked off.
horrible acting.*

td looked shocked.
and i was like... OKAYYYYYY.

shaun however started yelling at me.
not in the bad way.. but just WHAT ARE YOU DOING HERE and that kinda things.
for god's sake, i was the one who told him about Bras Basar Complex (BBC).
so i yelled back and they walked off.
hell. i was pissed.
okay.. so went up to ashley's house and borrowed clothes..
a MINI MINISKIRT and an orange top.
then we looked outta the window and saw all of them walking..
and i screamed to shaun. dont know if he actually noticed, but yeah.

okay.. there were reasons why i chose whatever i chose to wear.
number 1- i was feeling extremely VICIOUS and wanted to send everyone into a panic bcus of the miniskirt.
and then brush it all of and say that it's not a big deal and attract attention to myself from perverts.
AND i didnt wna dress GUAI. i told td this after that and he was like "=.="

number 2- i LOVE orange. and i know of a fellow orange lover who wasnt wearing orange.* blablabla.. couldnt find a NOT GUAI top that i could wear.. bcus of.. some reasons.. *GIRLS STUFF*
so i just took a bloody ordinary TSHIRT.

so i walked off after going to MCDONALDS with ashley..
headed to pennisula plaza..
there were LOADS of smokers and PERVERTS.
you could TELL, just by LOOKING at them.
went to the guitar shops and checked out guitars..

then left.

got extremely bored.. so i headed to ESPLANADE.
in search of the breakdancers..
but i couldnt find any. so i walked and checked out the spot where im performing at on thursday.
was already pissed.
then this guy on his stuntbike and came up asked for my number in chinese.
THANK GOD MY CHINESE AINT THAT HORRIBLE.
he told me he was.. fourteen? then he asked for my age which i told him.
okay. so i think he HADDD to get my number or he would lose fifty bucks to the guy on another stuntbike behind him.
but i was persistant. and just rejected everything.
okay...

"PLEASE?" "NO" "why?" "dont know" "come on, i wont tell." "yeah right. NO WAY"
"awww.. please? just as friends?" "nuh-uh" "WHYYY??" "no particular reason"
"hey.. please.. otherwise the guy behind us is gonna get me." "too bad"
"PLEAAAAAAAAAAAAASE?" "im sorry, but NO." "come on.."
"no no no no no" "aww. thats sad.. why?" "because because"
"WHAT??!?"
okay. lame answer. i know. but my REAL answer was.. i dont really know why.

and it continued and continued..
OH YEAH- i must say this.
that guy is HOT. hes TANNED and FIT and RIDES A STUNTBIKE and LOOKS GREAT and DRESS NICELY and HAS GREAT HAIR and ALOT MORE REASONS. plus hes NICE, and i dont believe hes a perv.
so after that i told ashley that i regretted treating him so badly.
sadly, i jaywalked across. and he COULDNT.
so he yelled BYEEEEE! to me and WHISTLED.
you know.. the PERV whistle.
ERGH. haha. saw his friend slap him on his back.

and being friendly as i always strive to be, i smiled back.

i told shaun about it later on, BUT WITHOUT DETAILS, and he said he wanted to call his whole gang of friends and bash that guy up.
LIKE HE DARED TO.

then headed back to city hall..
i was supposed to meet my autny and my grandma for a buffet dinner.
we arranged to meet at 7pm at city hall mrt.
so i went walking around citylink mall.
tried on alot of shoes. and checked out the swimsuits and wallets and whatever was there.
i told shaun about it.. and he met up with us after that.
it's so horrible to walk around alone.
it gets to me. O_O

okay.. the buffet dinner was good, but not FANTASTIC.
it was expensive though.
i took alot of sushi.. SASHIMI.. mixed my own salad..
cold noodles.. raw oysters.. shanghai dumplings.. crispy pork fat..
and alot more.
i also had fruits and marshmellows dipped into the chocolate fountain.
the choclate was.. not of good quality..
but HELL. i like chocolate. so yeah.
the dumplings were not cooked nicely.

stuffed myself. me and shaun left for the toilet together..
and after we were out of sight we started gushing about how full we were.
it was a funny sight.

and came back and sat there and talked.
drank tea. got even more full.
couldnt eat anymore.
*for once*
and we left.
took forever for the taxi to come.
shaun wouldnt put his bass anywhere else but in his arms.
weirdo.
i think his bass matters more to him than his sister.*
then he went back and played..
i thought he was pro-er than he was, but no he wasnt.
confusing?

woke up this morning at.. ten?
no. i woke up at seven and slept and woke up and slacked and stoned and lazed and DREAMT until ten in bed.
then my mum called me up for breakfast.
gosh, it was a great dream.
i wasnt having a PERFECT life, but i was so bloody happy.
but it only bcus of one reason.. and i wish that it'll happen soon.

my mum says that i can get my guitar this afternoon.
I HOPE I CAN. AHHHH. THIS IS GOOD.
then i'll practice for monday.
haix. shall protect my guitar as if it was more important than myself.
LOL.

okay. im freaking happy.
all bcus of ONE dream..
i had better shut up and go change my blogskin or i might start gushin about my dream.
CYAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAZ.