woke up at nine something.
still feeling quite sleepy..
ines and shaun are like within one meter of ME.

okay.. hmmm.
lets talk about yesterday..
erm. i was supposed to meet td at ONEpm at my house bball court..
at 12:54 he said he was coming..
by 1:18 he was still on the bus..
but i found out that he was on the wrong bus..
so i told him that, and he said he was screwed at 1:22.
proclaiming he was lost at 1:25,
i set out to look for him..
he was saying that he was in this bunch of house that werent familiar to him.
O_O
and THEN, he said that he was opposite the KANCANRAMA buddist temple at 1:32.
so i didnt know where the hell was that..
and started running to every temple in the vicinity..
then at 1:35, he said he was at minton court..
wich is damn close to my house..
and thank god i found him.

then we headed to the busstop,
since he needed to get back to hougang mrt,
and i was afraid he would get lost AGAIN,
so i just went with him.
it was slightly past two when we reached,
then he went to eat at kfc..
when he was supposed to meet his friend at 2:30,
so obviously he was late,
but his friend was late too, so it didnt matter.
*what a bunch of people who like to keep others waiting..*
he didnt want me to go alone, so he said he would look for me later after he had finished 'shopping' with his friend. O_O

then i went off alone..
was deciding between PS and suntec,
i was too lazy, so i just took the one which needed less travelling,
which is PS.
bought this powder from marks and spensers for my mum, bought myself a file and my fbt shorts, and bought that idiotic top-up card for my phone.. and of course, bought loads to eat.
it was like four something when i had used up nearly all my money and asked td if he was done..
and obviously he wasnt.
okay.. so i was waiting outside PS,
and a tota of seven people asked me to do surveys.
and when the age part came,
the first person immediately walked away when i said i was thirteen.
O_O
so for the rest, i just said i was eighteen..
and they believed me completely,
so that was funny.

natasha smsed me that she saw my mum at BORDERS.
lol.

ashley said she would look for me at 5:23..
she told me i had to wait for 10 minutes..
so i did..

at 5:44 she said shes at the mrt and asked me to meet her at the control station.
then she said she would reach there in six minutes.
i was already stoning bcus i had waited so long.
and td appeared with his friend.*
but she didnt, and somehow got lost...
and she kept calling my phone,
even though she probably knew i couldnt call/receive calls with my phone..
so i called her using td's phone.
and i was damn loud, and everyone could hear me.
okay...
so ashley found her way here in the end..
i think it was about 6pm.
she looked so obiang in her whatever outfit. O_O

then td and his friend walked off to the arcade..
so i just followed,
pulling ashley with me of course.
ashley was like talking about how long iit was since she last went to the arcade.
and we were criticising the peopl who were playing parapara.
but honestly, we COULD do better than them.
and most of them were just LOOKING pro,
when they missed all the arrows and whatever.
HAHAHA. suckrs.

but obviously, i wouldnt dare to demonstrate the proper use of the parapara machine in front of everyone.. and it was a long time since i did that. so i didnt. ((:

i was watching the drummania game,
remembering how much shaun said he liked it..
and ashley was beside me.. saying: (actually, we were shouting)
"WHATS WITH ALL THESE WEIRD PEOPLE PLAYING.. IS IT REALLY THAT FUN?" "THAT GUY REALLY THAT PRO MEH? (he had like dunno how many combos and was damned fast..)" "AND WHATS WITH THAT GUY WHOS PLAYING IN MIDAIR AND LOOKING AT THE SCREEN?"

*it never hurts to have a little bit of ashley. ((:

td and his friend gave up waiting for the drum game,
and played this weird shooting game..

so me and ashley pretended to walk off,
but we were instead looking at all the other games,
including the parapara which only includes your legs,
and ashley was saying that she was the most pro in her primary school,
but that was a long time ago.
LOL.

after REALLY leaving at 6 twenty something,
me and ashley had to bid a teary goodbye to each other,
and i think td was laughing at me.
WHAT AN IDIOT.

then his friend went off to somerset,
and we went to the NE line.
then he said his friend said that i look like a MALAY.
*shaun just heard this, and he said "punch him."*
HAHA.
erm, but alot of people think that im not chinese,
so its fine by me.

i was preeetty quiet the whole day,
except when ashley was around..
cause i had alot of think about,
but again i didnt tell that to anyone..

i got off at serangoon at took a bus home.

reached home before seven..

i just remembered what me and shaun were doing before i left..
we were watching videos of UNITED STATES OF WHATEVER.
including the ORIGINAL, and random videos made by POSERS (as shaun calls them)
but it was funny all the same.
O_O
the original, the singer had a HECKCARE ATTITUDE..
then one of the POSERS, had no attitude, but he kept doing this weird shaking dance.
then he had this part where he was talking to himself..
he had dressed up as two different guys..
weirdo.

my mum was just being irritating the whole time.
she kept saying that i had already gone out once this month..
i think thats just PLAIN RETARDED.
ONE A MONTH IS JUST CRAZY SHIT, AND NO ONE CAN KEEP TO IT.
WHAT IS SHE TRYING TO DO, KEEPING US LOCKED UP LIKE HAMSTERS.
not giving us enough money, not payign for our ENRICHMENT, not giving us a LITTLE bit of freedom..
i think its just weird.
WHATEVER.

i mean, either allow me to go out, or just keep quiet and force me to stay at home.
dont let me go out, and THEN keep reminding me of the bloody rules.
it just spoils my whole day, even though i had planned on going out alone, and it would have been bloody boring already.
im trying to COOL DOWN, and CHILL and stay away from everything for a few hours,
and she doesnt let me do that in peace.
as if i enjoy staying at home or going out with them.
i would rather just go out by myself and sit somewhere.

im just pissed, because shes acting as if she doesnt think.
and she jumps to conclusions damned bloody easily and refuses to listen to anyone unless that someone totally screamed in her face and shocked her into silence.

talking to her doesnt make anything easier,
so dont even try.
its like shes on her own planet and the world revolves around her.
can she just TRY to understand her kids and what theyre going through, instead of just comparing us to HERSELF (or to OTHERS, which she doesnt know ANYTHING about,) and saying that we are very lucky?
WTF, because shes treating us like we are in a modern day world war two.


okay.. ive just got myself rilled up AGAIN.
how perfectly splendid.
HMPH.