okay.
first things first.
i shall wish all the bsb good luck for their performance tonight at NEPTUNE.
to td: it cant be THAT bad.. maybe you'll get to see topless dancers.
LOL. im joking. oops. sorry. just do your best.
to samad: good luck for acting out the red riding hood part.. i can understand how you feel too.
NEPTUNE happens to be a CLUB for eighteen year olds and above..
it has topless dancers and strippers and whatever r-rated stuff you have.
so as much as i wna go support them, i cant. and no one would let me go even if i was above eighteen.
BAD INFLUENCE.
my brother and his friends all happen to be UNDER EIGHTEEN. and might see whatever theyre not supposed to.. oh well. just take it as an EXPERIENCE.
and ENJOY yourselves. LOL.
okay- im being majorly insensitive.
i know theyre all getting ready to perform and wont be able to read this.. but im still gonna put it up.

second things second.
my guitar is sitting on my lap now.
and im gonna fail the guitar performance ca on monday.
i cant play it for nuts.

third things third.
ines is bloody irritating with her new harmonica that my parents bought for her.
..
*SHUT UP*

i havent eaten dinner..
so i guess im gonna do it after this post.
man. my guitar is so bloody cheap but so damned important to me.
i dont dare to bring it outta the house.
okay. this is getting ridiculous.

to BENITA-i wont bring it on monday.. and my brother's bass guitar is pretty darn basic.
the design is OKAY. but then again, i dont know how to comment on a bass guitar.
go bring your gutiar and elec guitar and amp on monday.
LOL. and go buy a bass and bring it on monday too. LOL

okay. im suffering from aftereffects of the DREAM.
pffft.

today is the day where im GENUINELY HAPPY.
so rejoice in the name of the Lord.
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except for one part in the car.. with my parents.
was having a debate on INFLUENCES with my mum.
i was saying that we CHOSE to be influenced/or not.
then she said we ARE influenced by everything around us.
then later on she contradicted herself and said she didnt say that.
O_O
i think, influences cna either make or break you..
and the influence of my mum is breaking me.
and im usually in a bad mood bcus of her..

and she was talkign PSYCHOLOGY.
i think most psychology books are DISGUSTING.
bcus they talk about MINDS in general, but everyone has their own mindset and stuff.
they brainwash parents into thinkign their children is like A, but theire children might be B.
and they further misunderstand their children.
and relationships become even mroe sour.

i think most psychology stuff is WRONG and BRAINWASHING.

i just think that understanding your children is the most important.
HOW to understand- its just simply trusting and believing in them, observing the choices they make, LISTENING to them, not ENFORCING your THINKING onto them.. and so on.
not just by simply following crappy psychology books.
which will probably tell you to set rules on them and make sure they dont break it.
and somehow magically your relationship with your child will become better.
ITS JUST DISGUSTING SHIT.

okay. im sounding like a freak.
and my mum was being so paranoid about the guitar thing in the GUITAR SHOP and it caused me and dad much embarassment.
the best thing is, she knows even less than i do, and shes ordering me around, and i know VERY LITTLE>
so imagine.
haix..

im trying to imagine what would happen if i gave that guy my number.
its best not to think. O_O
its over already anyways.

went light shopping.
bought sports shorts for the moe camp,
and checked out the salvation army sale.
and drank tea.
and of course checked out guitars.

okay. that was my afternoon.
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