okay. im typing out my speech for english.
mdm azizan wants it in our file,
even though we've already presented..
i cant remember what i said,
but i'll just make this speech up from scratch.

its just CRAZY, the number of project we've been given to do for the june holidays.
we have to do this MATHS project (??), write a script about a chapter from a weird CHINESE book (thank god i got my dear caimiao to stick with me and pull my chinese grades higher. ITS IN CHINESE! *faints*), literature SCRIPT WRITING (gosh, scripts and more scripts), GEOGRAPHY FUTURE PROBLEM SOLVING (this is the WORST), and a few more i cant really remember.
and i think all of them are thinking like:
these girls are so free, so little homework to do, so i might as well make sure they dont slack during the holidays.
ARGH. I CAN GO AND BANG MY HEAD AGAINST THE STUPID WALL.
WHEN WILL PEOPLE START OPENING THEIR EYES BIGGER,
STOP GIVING US SO MUCH WORK, AND STOP GIVING YOURSELF SO MUCH TO MARK.
AND THEN IF YOU DO, DONT GO AROUND COMPLAINING HOW MUCH YOU HAVE TO MARK.

gave shaun his bass tuner.
his belated birthday gift.
i didnt know which tuner it was, since there were a few twenty five dollar oens,
so i just took it when the lady said it was very good for tuning bass guitars.
td said that it was obvious she would say that, since she knew we were looking for a bass guitar.
.... i felt scammed.
oh well. back to shaun..
HE TOTALLY DIDNT NOTICE THE PIECE OF PAPER THAT WAS WRAPPED AROUND IT.
GRR. yeah, so i told him,
and he was like : WHAT PAPER? WHERE GOT?
.... HE ONLY HAS EYES FOR THE 'PRIZE'..
well, the paper has something that i wrote and something someone else wrote.
yeah.. so he had this big smile on his face when he read it..
until..
him: 'WHOS KEN?'
me: 'the only ken you know.'
him: ' i know a few kens.'
me: 'okay fine, the ken that both of us know'
him: 'WHICH ONE?'
and it went on for some time, until:
me: 'TD LA. DIDNT YOU KNOW HIS NAME WAS KEN?'
him: 'OH. i know la, but i didnt know which ken it was. i thought maybe it was the hairdresser.'
...............................
THE HAIRDRESSER? I DONT EVEN TALK TO THE HAIRDRESSER.
I HAVENT EVEN SEEN HER IN A FEW MONTHS.
ITS LIKE, WHY THE HELL WOULD THE HAIRDRESSER GIVE HIM ANYTHING.
THE HAIRDRESSER DOESNT EVEN KNOW OUR NAMES.
gosh. i was like down there stoning.
then he was testing it using his voice.
and he was like: OMG MY VOICE IS PERFECT AND IN TUNE, ITS A B FLAT.
yeah. WHATEVER.
oh well. i know he likes it, so thats good.

*he was suddenly reminded by himself that the others still owe him presents and hes gonna ask them for it.
THICK SKINNED. lol.*

td was looking for something for ines,
and he decided on this mini clothes wardrobe which you can clip papers and photos on.
then i asked him to pass it to ines by himself,
for ines would love him all the more.
my sister is obsessed with td and weiqiang.
like OBSESSED. gosh.
so i bet she'll kiss them when she gets her present from them.
and they'll all freak out.

what a nice thought.
*oh yeah, ines kissed weiqiang before.
it was fking CUTE. weiqiang was shocked into silence.
I STILL CAN REMEMBER SO CLEARLY.

okay, this sucks.
have to focus on the matter at hand,
MY ENGLISH SPEECH.
CIAAAOOOOOOO.

*oh, are you thinking im in a good mood?
its not that im feeling great, but im not in a bad mood either.
im just stressed, and im trying to be happy.
TRYING to be, and i think ive succeeded in APPEARING to be.
to the next step: to BE happy.*