im listening to BAD DAY- daniel powter..
im obsessed with the song..
more bcus of the lyrics..
but the singer rocks too..
hes such a great guy.
and his falsetto is cool.

Where is the moment we needed the most
You kick up the leaves and the magic is lost
They tell me your blue skies fade to gray
They tell me your passion's gone away
And I don't need no carryin' on

You stand in the line just to hit a new low
You're faking a smile with the coffee you go
You tell me your life's been way off line
You're falling to pieces every time
And I don't need no carryin' on

Because you had a bad day
You're taking one down
You sing a sad song just to turn it around
You say you don't know
You tell me don't lie
You work at a smile and you go for a ride
You had a bad day
The camera don't lie
You're coming back down and you really don't mind
You had a bad day
You had a bad day

Will you need a blue sky holiday?
The point is they laugh at what you say
And I don't need no carryin' on

You had a bad day
You're taking one down
You sing a sad song just to turn it around
You say you don't know
You tell me don't lie
You work at a smile and you go for a ride
You had a bad day
The camera don't lie
You're coming back down and you really don't mind
You had a bad day

Sometimes the system goes on the bling
And the whole thing turns out wrong
You might not make it back and you know
That you could be well oh that strong
And I'm not wrong

So where is the passion when you need it the most
Oh you and I
You kick up the leaves and the magic is lost

Cause you had a bad day
You're taking one down
You sing a sad song just to turn it around
You say you don't know
You tell me don't lie
You work at a smile and you go for a ride
You had a bad day
You've seen what you like
And how does it feel for one more time
You had a bad day
You had a bad day

and i love another song by him, FREE LOOP.
some parts of it is a TEENY bit sick, but its not that bad.

whenever i listen to these kinda songs,
i just start to think and think.. and think.

and i love the PUSSYCAT DOLLS-
the lead singer is just so bloody hot and her voice rocks.
O_O THEIR SONGS ROCK.
*the whole group carries a sex kitten image, but hell i dont care.
im just so in love with R&B.
R&B, ROCK, and POP. ((:

enough about my music choices-
I WANT TO GO OUT.
IM DYING TO.
like maybe go to ashley's place and play the guitar,
or go out to the BEACH.
but its raining.. and the best thing IS...
SHAUN GETS TO GO OUT, AND I DONT.
bah. isnt it just UNFAIR?
and we're talking about GENDER EQUALITY.
gosh i dont see why people dont like me to go out alone..
or even go out.
its PISSING ME OFF.
only one person took the liberty to explain to me..
but im going to go insane if i continue staying at home and slacking.
SHAUN IS GOING TO EUGENE'S PLACE TO TUNE UP HIS BASS.
this sucks.

whooops. ines just saw the don't cha video.
i hope she doesnt go into sick dancing. O_O

its raining lightly now..
not HEAVILY..
its the best time to go out..
and i cant.

ouch. watching the wakemeupwhenseptemberends video.
the part where the girl found out that her guy joined the army.
sad. i feel sorry for the guy.
its cute.

did i say i love greenday as well?

im really dying of boredom now..
oh. i usually take one hour plus plus plus to blog.
bcus ill start blogging, then surfing the net and watching videos between blog posts.
like now. but the time of the post is the time when you START to blog.
okay. this is extremely random.
im gonna cry of boredom soon.
im trying not to play on my guitar so much..
my fingers have cuts on them now.
its extremely hard to resist this temptation when the guitar is on your lap.

i dont know why, but now the pain feels good.
this is so sick and wrong.
and one part of me is dying to continue playing and watch myself bleed, and the other is my common sense, telling me that all this is just wrong and i should put the guitar in a safe that i cant open.
im guessing this is a form of self mutilation, and ESCAPISM.
ah noelle, whats wrong with you now?


currently playing: BE MY ESCAPE.