ITS THE JUNE HOLIDAYS.
I DREAD THIS.
BAAAAAH.
GOT LOADS AND LOADS OF PROJECTS.
I CAN JUST DROWN MYSELF IN ALL THE HOMEWORK.
WHEEE.

im feeling very weird due to my on and off menstrual cramps,
so im in a very cranky mood,
just as bad as our dear loser, CRANKY CAROL,
this girl who loves to complain and has no backbone whatsoever,
always snatches my CHINESE stuff to copy,
*i think all of it is wrong, so shes just saboing herself*
and she likes to wear her socks oober high,
and she likes to talk to me when im clearly talking to other people,
and shes so pathetic she should go drown herself and save herself from the embarrassment she caused for herself.
i know, IM EVIL.
*blame my cranky mood then.

thursday i had this performance at the esplanade,
and it was quite okay..
but i somehow felt alot of emotions running through us,
esp since this is the last performance with the sec four seniors..
so i just went around snapping pictures with EVERYONE,
and i shall post it up on my blog or in photobucket when i have the time,
which will most probably be tomorrow.

okay. back to my cranky cramps then.
I DONT WNA BE A GIRL IF THAT INCLUDES HORRIBLE CRAMPS.
LIKE, I WNA BE A GUY IN MY NEXT LIFETIME IF I CAN.
WHY WERE GIRLS CREATED WITH CRAMPS, GOD?
okay- we all know the scentific answer,
that its the contraction of the uterus and womb and whatever stuff you have inside you,
and it gets passed out as... BLOOD.
okay- not very scentific, but we've all gone through chapter 5 of sec two SCIENCE,
sexual reproduction in humans-
so we all know whats going on.
GUYS ARE LUCKY. GOSH.

the cramp just suddenly came during the first period.
and it wasnt so bad..
but then we had a geography make-up lesson during recess,
and i think the cramps worsened bcus i didnt have time to eat..

so the last period was.. OPERATION CLEAN UP.
WHEE. weird mood las.*

and yeah, mdm azizan saw me slacking bcus syafiqah told me to rest..
and she insisted that i did something.
so i did.. until half the class saw my pathetic state and forced me onto a chair.

OMG IT HURT LIKE HELL.

was crying and crying bcus of the pain.
and i was like some weird hollywood star,
and everyone kept gathering around me and sayign nice stuff..
and i cried even more bcus of that.

haix. then i felt that CRAMPS, was something almost every girl had to go through (OMG I ENVY THOSE WHO NEVER HAVE CRAMPS), and it wasnt a good enough reason for me to slack and the rest to work, IT SIMPLY WASNT FAIR, so i took the rag and started cleaning windows,
which i was once again spotted, and i held on to the window for dear life, bcus nadiah and a whole load of people i didnt see (cause i was crying and facing the window) were trying to drag me to the sick bay.
and they were insisting that i wasnt well and should stand aside.
so well. in the end i was forced back onto the chair since i wouldnt leave the classroom for a million bucks.
and everyoen was looking for people to go home with me/send me home..
in case i faint.

O_O

i had developed a bad headache during that time as well.
so imagine. fatimah was like asking me why i was crying,
and i told her i dont know,
bcus i didnt know if it was the pain. O_O
everyone was making me cry.. bcus they were being so nice.

ARGH. I HAVE TO GO OFF. OH NO.
SO I GUESS THIS IS PART ONE,
AND I'LL CONTINUE TOMORROW,
SO SORRY.

TD- YOU ARE SUCH A SCAMMER. AND YOU'RE SO HORRIBLE, HOW CAN YOU LAUGH SO HARD WHEN I'VE BEEN CHEATED BY YOU? YOU SCAMMED ME THRICE IN A ROW, AND YOU SHOULD JUST GO JUMP OFF A BUILDING (OF COURSE IM JOKING). WHY ARE YOU SO EXTREMELY HAPPY WHEN YOU MAKE ME MAD AND MAKE ME LOOK STUPID AND SCAM ME? IS IT VERY ENTERTAINING? YOU SCAMMER. SCAMMER! I BET YOU'VE LAUGHING THIS VERY MOMENT WHEN YOU'RE READING THIS. YOU TAKE PLEASURE IN MY DISPLEASURE. HMPH.