im slowly loading up all the pictures into photobucket,
so i guess i'll circulate the password later on.
then everyone can go and check it out.
ive kept some really retarded pictures for my own reference,
and whenever i look at them i laugh,
its all those with me and den doing weird stuff.
and we look so stupid, but it just makes it funnier.

its the holidays now.
am i enjoying it?
i dont know. its just an ordinary day where all sorts of things happen,
and i stone.. and dream of stuff.
im feeling very neutral now,
like pH7,
so i guess thats okay.
if im extremely happy, its pH14,
and anything below pH seven means im in a bad mood.

im not getting any money during the holidays.
obviously my parents wouldnt give me any money,
cause they probably wouldnt want me out,
but i dont really have a choice,
i have like so many projects going on..
i guess im gonna starve again the entire holidays.
so that means-
i have to fork out money for class gathering
i have to withdraw money for my living expenses
i cannot eat out
i cannot buy anything
i might hopefully lose weight
and many other things..
i want to work part time,
but sadly, IM UNDERAGE.
so that means i have to work for my dad (again)
BUT, hes not hiring me unless he gets some big order from his client.
cause i guess hes not gonna pay me for sitting around and slacking in his office.
oh joy.

and my guitar course plan has flown out of the window.
double joy.

i AM bored now,
you have to know that.

thinking of the june holidays makes me feel pathetic.
ENJOY YOUR HOLIDAYS sounds extremely sarcastic.
i would rather go back to school everyday WITH MY ALLOWANCE and WITHOUT SO MANY PROJECTS,
bcus i'll rather normal school homework over june holiday projects anytime.
like ANYTIME.
at least i wont be as broke as i predict i will be.

*oh no, i look so scary in the make-up during the performance.
UGLY OLD HAG. baah.


im just stoning and staring at the computer with an extremely obvious SIAN look on my face.
someone make me laugh.

*oh yeah- the photobucket stuff..
user: noellethegreat (egoistic i know, just shush and go check it out)
password: nlltnllt (its for NoelleLeowLeTing understand?)
i dont care if this gets passed around, bcus its supposed to be public anyways.
O_O just dont upload rubbish into it.