i am here once again.
blogging.
out of boredom.

im sorry i keep backtracking,
but i just keep remembering things that i didnt blog about,
so forgive me.
its also abit sick..

it was friday,
and me and td was at the beach talking and talking.
and there was this couple..
like at least 45 years of age?
hmm. yeah. they sat far away from us,
but whenever i look at td i happen to see them,
so i just noticed whatever they were doing,
and it was just so distracting.

the lady was wearing this mini dress,
the guy was wearing this weird funky old man sunglasses and those construction worker uniforms.
not like im looking down at them or anything,
im just saying.
yeah.. they were seriously making out.
and i just freaked.
i dont mind young people doing it, but i always thought adults were more conservative and kept whatever making-out they had to the privacy of their bedrooms.
but i guess its different for them.
it was just so sick.
like they were kissing and french kissing and leaning on each other and doing stuff that i shall not elaborate on.
it was so OMG-ish.

yeah. and when they were leaving,
this thought suddenly struck me-
they were doing IT. like screwing each other.
i somehow pieced all the images of them together,
and it all fit.
i told td about it,
he was saying that it wasnt possible cause of what they were wearing,
but i was like,
the lady's wearing a short DRESS, and the guy's pants most probably has a ZIP,
so why not?
i just felt like .. awkward?
and disgusted.
GO GET A ROOM.

and this morning.
at mcdonalds.
my grandma was saying stuff about jalan kayu.
like the roti prata guy didnt wash his hands after doing his toilet business,
and one customer complained of the SMELL.
it was in the papers. gosh.
and i had just eaten there YESTERDAY.
NO WONDER BUSINESS DROPPED SO MUCH.
OMGOMG. i felt so sick at that moment in time.
and my grandma is now very anti-jalan kayu.
i can understand why too.

oh ASHLEY-
about the BEAR HUG,
IT HURTS TO HUG YOU, IT HURTS LOADS MORE TO HUG FATIMAH..
it hurts just to hug almost every girl of my age TIGHTLY.
like. OWWW.
sick. ergh.
and fatimah has this habit of hugging AND kissing me,
and doing that to everyone,
so i guess everyone's hurting as well.
the kissing part is fine, i think its perfectly fine for girls,
and its sweet.
its just on the cheek anyways.
ASHLEY- i miss you already..
even though its only the weekend.
argh. i didnt get the chance to bid everyone a proper goodbye yesterday.
nvm, we shall all meet up on friday,
2/6 class outingg.
and then we'll all do the hugs and kisses and have fun.
hopefully.

*call either me, faith or fatimah to confirm whether you're going,
since we're the events comm.
i really want a whole class gathering, but its not possible,
so we'll just get whoever we can.
and throw a bitch party.. no im joking.
time and location will be confirmed later on.
too bad the bbq thing is off,
since none of us can start a fire without burning ourselves first,
and we cant get the whole class to agree.
SAD*

im so bored.
i know its all over my blog,
but i cant really help it,
cause i say whatever i feel like saying..
i cant keep getting people to entertain me,
but i cant entertain myself.
so i should just go and sleep or something
O_O

my tuition teacher says that i AM sick and TIRED.
he took my pulse rate and all.
and he could tell.
COOL.
he says that i look so lethargic as when compared to last year.
how obvious. haix.
he told me to take my temperature..
and drink chinese tea. which i like to do.
and he gave me this nice box of green tea.
its so pretty..
he really cool, but sadly im not having tuition next week..
and the week after next, since shaun will be away..
when he heard that he said he should bring me out and watch movies and stuff.
what a nice thought..

i think ive put up alot to read,
so ill stop here..
in case some people want to read my blog and find that i blog too much.