oh my God. i just realised that i don't have my econs file. and what scares me more, is that i may have left it in the guide's den since last year.

Shit.

so there goes my economics. mdm goh's gonna chase the crap outta me and scold me for the rest of the year.
oh nooooo. i feel horrible.
so i came home early for nothing today.

anyway,
went to expo at nine. met sam and this girl caleld stephanie whom he brought along and of course, hongbin(:
and the skit was pretty good actually.
the "Jesus" had belly fats though.
funny(; i think the skydancer part was pretty cool.
nick was terribly nice and got us coupons for the carnival after that, and i had some fried rice with fishcake that was Spicy. crap.
hongbin was nice as usual (*hahahahahaha.), and joel and his girlfriend were like really cute(:
wanted to wait for him then go have some good food and coffee but i decided to go home and do my econs file. (so now you know.)
there was some second service that would've lasted till 230 thereabout.

and i did a(nother) really stupid thing.
this week seems to be full of them.
sam left first, and soon i decided to leave too. so i ran like nuts trying to find him, and i reached the mrt when the train was just leaving. so i thought i missed him.
and after like ten minutes, he came strolling up the mrt.
=________=
okay, first thing, i don't know why i even chased him. i think i wanted to talk, how pathetic yes, talk to him. or at least tell him that he's forgiven you know?
(easter mood. after all the church stuff about forgiveness, i was momentarily brainwashed.)
(sad to say, he doesn't give a shit. i seem to always be the over-sensitive one.)
but i went to say hi, and i guess i expected too much of him.
he hardly said anything except: you going home?
.... and it was so quiet after that.
aiya. if you're the one who wanted it then don't make it so awkward for me right.
bad person. you're making me feel guilty for something that i didn't cause.

i agree with alisha when she says i have better things to worry about. thank you dear, for saying something that finally makes sense to me. (:
urgh. mean people bother me so much.
i want to be an ostrich and bury my head in the ground to quit embarrassing myself.

on a lighter note,
Happy Easter everyone(:
it's the day in 0033 AD where we were all forgiven of our sins.
so today, forgive everyone who has sinned against you.
they may have denied you, blackmouthed you, blamed you for something that wasn't your fault, offended you, betrayed you, rejected your love, said harsh things, hurt you, lied to you, and maybe even used you, (and whatever else)
but let's forgive them before we seek forgiveness for ourselves.

unforgiveness prolongs the pain and bitterness, and it allows Satan to enter us.
and also it activiates the adrenal glands to produce some hormone (don't know if its adrenaline), and excessive production of the hormone would have long term implications on our health such as high blood pressure, high cholestrol, unstable heartbeats, and makes us highly prone to heart attack and heart failure.
Biology lesson 102.
i like(;
also, a certain highly-regarded counsellor (forgot his name) said that 75% of mental asylum patients could go home the very next day if they had forgiven themselves or those who have sinned against them. that percentage is freakingly high.

so for non-believers of Jesus Christ, please believe in the physical and psychological effects that not forgiving could have on us.
yeps(:
have a great week ahead everyone.
and good luck to me for the econs file.
urgh.