you must hate me.
for not telling you earlier, for even thinking that way,
for being so thickskinned about it, for being your friend when now you know that the 'friendship' was much heavier on my side than it was on yours.
so i've thought about it, and i'll just put an end to it.
i'll just block you away.
i surrender. do what you want.

tmr seems so dull even though i'm meeting sam and the rest at city harvest.
becauseeee, i have my econs file to do. urgh. my easter is ruined.
it was already ruined anywayyy.

mum and dad are hooked on to yet another korean drama, introed by me.
they say it's dumb but still laugh so loudly. haha.
i think it's dumb but i still follow on blindly.
i must be worse.

i'm so tired.
i'm here wishing for a miracle.
i'm as good as broken.