it's been such a fast day.

my house is currently pest-invaded. we're in need of some rescue. it's gonna freak you out, but some ants took my scab as food and tried to lug it away before i killed the whole lot.
you know the dried skin and blood on top of your wounds? yeah. mine unknowingly fell off yesterday and it was left on the floor. man-eating ants freak me out.
so everyone, please take more notice of those small ridiculous hardworkers.

my monday was spent in a rush in school. chaotic. and then in MPL during the afternoon before yes,
you see it,
Ballet in the evening.
finally!

(: yeah. and ms kok totally rubs the fact that i've grown fatter in.
*pinch. "What's this???"
haha. yes, but i don't think i'm that bad yet. nontheless, i need to work out.
martin wasn't in his usual mood, and i have no clue why.
so though i know he won't see it,
Cheer up man(: If it's hard to smile now, give whatever's happening and yoruself some time.
I hope everything works out yeah.

going back to school has its perks. but probably just as much shit.
today was more of the shit.
mdm tan was going on and on about how we have to stay back for like two hours for chinese before the o level paper.
i'll be thankful for just a pass. i don't care for anything else.
(:

i'm worrying about chem SPA now though.
i desperately, hungrily want my full marks. it makes a hell lot of a difference for the overall. yes, let's make dear mrs chan proud of her form class(:
i'm terribly impatient.

mum's making a big deal out of nothing.
she says that ines has more homework than me cause ines does her homework at night when she's home.
fantastic. please enlighten me on how that's possible if i've spent three hours at the library and one hour on the computer now,
and ines spends three to four hours either on the computer, the tv or the phone,
and only half an hour learning her ting xie.
i don't think i need to talk about school either. mum afterwards claimed that she was just asking,
but it was more of a "Noelle you're not studying."
dear mum, i'm stressed enough and i think i can give myself a break. please understand.

i hate women and their mood swings. we should rejoice that there are 101 men to every 100 women in singapore, while there's only 96 men to 100 women in the UK.
*that's from economics. had to research on statistics.*
if it goes up to maybe 110 men, women'll probably be treated better and hopefully become less cranky. and maybe some lucky women could have two husbands.
point is, the fewer women, the better. End of story.

i don't know why, but today i thought about leadership camp.
yeah i know, after like one year minus three months. but still(:
mindy spammed me with three emails last week that i didn't see till yesterday. felt so bad!
but yeah. she's probably the most lovable character i'll ever meet.


i miss those times. so damned much.
mindy looks like a guy here but nvm. haha(: and i can't see my braces:D


i look ridiculously tiny despite my xtralarge shirt.
don't read too much into it(:

Oh yes, i nearly forgot,
Happy Birthday Samuel. if you're still reading.
(:

and here's a new song cause i'm bored.
Jason Mraz - I'm Yours.

I tried to be chill, but you're so hot that i melted.
(:

tooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooodles.