here's to all readers, thank you(:
a tribute to my dearest Ballet, kids style!



i've learnt many important lessons this week.

went to city harvest this morning, cause apparently yihuai requested my presence(:
jeremy was wearing a flower shirt, but thank goodness it was different from mine. haha. he's so funny la that guy:D
yes, it was pretty darn awkward between me and dear old Sam, but i learnt one lesson there.
-you tend to be quite blind when you like someone.
nothing else needs to be said. sense my tone.
and yes too, i didn't bother with him. (no more anymore!) instead, i was nicely accompanied by tall guy Hongbin (whose jaw probably dropped when he saw me). and of course, everyone else(: ah, i missed them.
lesson two:
-never take those beside you for granted.

the session today was pretty fun actually(:
Rev Phil gave an impressive sermon.
i'm waiting for my life calling right now man.


froze like a popsicle inside, despite warnigns from three different people: cheryl, jeremy and hongbin. cause i was wearing shorts and a not-too-thick shirt.
oops. expo hall one sucks.

stayed for the extra prayer service till about 3, then most of them left together to go donate blood. what a cool cell group(:
hongbin and i went for the promised Starbucks(: like finally.
haha. had an iced white chocolate mocha which was really sweet and it turns out that the caramel macchiato's not that bad as i thought it would be. we actually ate some more at the food court after that. it was crazyyy. ordered shanghai dumplings that came out looking like deep fried pao.
he said it looked like round curry puffs. even i can fry dumplings better la! yucks.
he's quite a likeable, non-awkward guy for someone so old (hawhaw) actually. youthful at heart, yes i know.
probably joining the group for easter sunday.

the third and probably most important lesson was probably one that kept bugging me for the entire week.
-don't devote your time to anyone unless they prove that they deserve it.
and they show that by saying something to the lines of "thank you", and appreciating my actual being.


this lesson applies especially to guys. cause i think i'm a sucker when it comes to them.
oh, shut up.
BUT! anyway, you'll find that you end up regretting it much more thn you thought you would. and the feeling kinda sucks. after being hit so many times, i should've wisened up but perhaps i was a little caught up.
cause of course, it was _____ this round. so i thought it would be different.
damn. you! you think you're so good uh.


well, maybe you are.
"ahahahaha! loser."
YEAH LAH. i know i suck. still, it cannot be helped.
:O currently fighting a gender war in my head. just a different type.
-weigh the pros and cons well. and ignore the consequences if the pros are heavier.

so tomorrow's school again,
and to my horror, i found two undone chinese papers. and i really can't access the damned quiz for Add math on inverse matrices. i'm so screwed.
it seriously keeps showing like "this page can't be accessed".
URGH. annoying.

last minute homework emergencies. gross.

just talked to nat actually(: and she's hilarious.
she probably has a hundred "lol" emoticons, half of which she probably stole from charmaine.
we were on the hot topic of straight/unstraight people.
she tends to talk about sensitive issues without rubbing them in and of course, i end up getting distracted by whatever she says. thanks ah.
lol.

and just in case we ever end up regretting,
-don't rush.


we'll all reach there someday.