i did many many many stupid things the last seven days.
but the reactions from others were pretty funny.
noelle: i told her.
nat: again?!?!?

haha.
and i caught up with ashley last night. i think she's got a new crushhh! all thanks to me.
i told you my taste in guys improved right(: one picture was all it took.
he's funloving, sporty, outgoing, Muscular (lol.), without pimples, pretty smart, and probably meets every other criteria on your checklist. tsk tsk ashley!
anyone wants to guess who? :D besides, anyone's better than THAT guy. he looked really terrible. haha.
ashley: OMG. there's nothing to be jealous about! if you were a NORMAL girl.
noelle: i can't believe myself sometimes either.
... ...
ashley: somehow i'm not surprised!

anyway, after the long and agonizing week,
i'm happy it's the weekend. (:
yeah. i'm going to spend it studying, provided i find myself a condusive environment with no distractions whatsoever.
but i can forget about that, cause my mind's all over the place.

took a trip down memory lane this morning.
(which means i ransacked my drawer.) and i found alot of things.
things with loads of sentimental value(:
perhaps i really am a "total pussy".
but nontheless, thank you very much cause i still trust that whatever's in that card is true.
thinking about such things only make it worse.
ah, heck.

okay, there's been an obvious change in setting because one hour has passed. haha.

ines has totally, totally spoilt my morning.
she has this party on today and she only told us this morning. so i had to source for a decent present, and mum had to suddenly rearrange her schedule, and shaun had to search for exact directions to wherever-the-party's-at.
and all i got from ines was a Glare.
a Glare for scolding her for causing so much trouble. and no Thank You for wrapping her present and etc. i think mum got the Glare too. what an audacious, ungrateful girl.
i really wonder what went wrong with her.

and the best part- ahma defended her.
"oh! she only got the card yesterday!"
which is total bull cause she got it a few days ago, and even if she got it yesterday, she could've told mum at night.
"your mother came back so late!"
which is also total bull cause ines was still wide-awake when mum got home.

there are a million words i could use to state my great dislike for my incorrigible sister, but i shall refrain because i should set a better example.

i hate annoying little girls who think they're princess of the world just because "i have a handphone and i'm only primary one!" or "i have three dogs, two cats, and a hundred hamsters etc and i'm so bored of them." etcetcetc and use such pathetic sweet voices when they hear an obviously angry teenager thundering: "what do you want?" to say: "oh, is ines at home?"
okay. that girl's probably offended because she didn't get her princess treatment and instead received: "no she isn't. in fact, she went off for some mindless party. is it yours?" and a "click."

screams. i need anger management.
and also, emotional control, and perhaps a session on how-not-to-give-your-heart-to-someone-who-doesn't-appreciate-it-nor-cares-if-you-die-of-cancer-tomorrow-nor-bothers-if-your-eyesight-is-steadily-deproving-because-you-strain-to-catch-a-glimpse-even-from-a-kilometre-away.
that's being extremely negative, but it's reality isn't it.
okay, i've got to stop the flow of emo posts. i promise an un-emo one soon.

*i just realised that the post was at 11:11.
they say that at whenever the clock reads 11:11, someone's thinking about you. (in the good way.) haha. how cool is that(: