yes, today was nice, today was as usual, today was okay. i just stopped thinking baout everything, and enjoyed today. it took me abit of effort, but hell, i should indeed stop thinking about all this, pretend i dont even know those people, forget all the weird stuff we said, and just get out of the way and let them do whatever they wat. i am indeed a girl who cant do much, so noelle, just get lost.
went out in the morning to shop.. far east plaza.. was looking for a mini-jacket, but i wasnt paying attention.. wasnt 'warmed up'.. so i didnt notice all the nice mini jackets there were. went to this bread place for lunch.. it wasnt fantastic, but it was way interesting. at wisma.. went to forever 21, went walking around.. until my aunt saw this shop, and saw this nice spaghetti strap shirt going for ten bucks, and i HAD to get it.. then went to zara, guess, mango, fox, almost every clothes shop la.. was still looking for my jacket, so we went back to far east and re-searched the basement level. bought an orange mini jacket with a(nother) spag strap shirt for 24 bucks. worth it.. compared to that jacket in giordano i wanted.
went to raffles place to walk around.. had tea there.. it was heavenly. we had this fudge brownie (hot) with the nicest vanilla ice cream, and when you ate it together it was just simply great. the brownie was the B-E-S-T. had this cup of brilliant hot chocolate too. initially we were planning to go to the esplanade to DRINK CHOCOLATE (there was a choice of dark, milk and white choc. yum. like gulping down MELTED CHOCOLATE. heavenly too.), but in the end we were to lazy to walk there or something.
bought myself a COACH wallet, it would have cost a few hundred bucks for that small piece of canvas and leather and metal.. and my auntie bought two louis vuitton wallets, each would be over a few hundred bucks.. but SOMEHOW, we didnt even have to pay a tenth of that price.. it looks so bloody nice and impressive, and its BRANDED SHIT.
then went driving around, and ate at this hawker centre with the nicest popiah in singapore..
yes, indulging myself in food (its a sheer luxury) is a good way to get away from 'the real world' (and what it brings with it). even though it means working out and even more dieting.. yes, i am growing fat. everytime i stare at myself in the mirror i actually wish i could be skinnier.. its just disheartening to see people with great bodies walking around yet not appreciating it.. while people like me can only wish that we had all the kilos off our bodies. *yes, noelle shall not eat out for this week, since im broke and im dieting.*
and now im back at my auntie's house.. thinking, staring blankly at the computer screen. wishing that my auntie will bring out the alchohol and i shall drink. drink and get drunk (no, im joking), and wake up tomorrow and throw up. i havent touched alchohol in a long time.. not even a sip from my parent's glasses. drinking alchohol without getting drunk is a great skill to have.. and maybe i should train on that tonight.. and ill be weird tomorrow morning. haha.. YES, i shall go and ask her when she comes out of the toilet..
shall wait for the phone to ring.
byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.
went out in the morning to shop.. far east plaza.. was looking for a mini-jacket, but i wasnt paying attention.. wasnt 'warmed up'.. so i didnt notice all the nice mini jackets there were. went to this bread place for lunch.. it wasnt fantastic, but it was way interesting. at wisma.. went to forever 21, went walking around.. until my aunt saw this shop, and saw this nice spaghetti strap shirt going for ten bucks, and i HAD to get it.. then went to zara, guess, mango, fox, almost every clothes shop la.. was still looking for my jacket, so we went back to far east and re-searched the basement level. bought an orange mini jacket with a(nother) spag strap shirt for 24 bucks. worth it.. compared to that jacket in giordano i wanted.
went to raffles place to walk around.. had tea there.. it was heavenly. we had this fudge brownie (hot) with the nicest vanilla ice cream, and when you ate it together it was just simply great. the brownie was the B-E-S-T. had this cup of brilliant hot chocolate too. initially we were planning to go to the esplanade to DRINK CHOCOLATE (there was a choice of dark, milk and white choc. yum. like gulping down MELTED CHOCOLATE. heavenly too.), but in the end we were to lazy to walk there or something.
bought myself a COACH wallet, it would have cost a few hundred bucks for that small piece of canvas and leather and metal.. and my auntie bought two louis vuitton wallets, each would be over a few hundred bucks.. but SOMEHOW, we didnt even have to pay a tenth of that price.. it looks so bloody nice and impressive, and its BRANDED SHIT.
then went driving around, and ate at this hawker centre with the nicest popiah in singapore..
yes, indulging myself in food (its a sheer luxury) is a good way to get away from 'the real world' (and what it brings with it). even though it means working out and even more dieting.. yes, i am growing fat. everytime i stare at myself in the mirror i actually wish i could be skinnier.. its just disheartening to see people with great bodies walking around yet not appreciating it.. while people like me can only wish that we had all the kilos off our bodies. *yes, noelle shall not eat out for this week, since im broke and im dieting.*
and now im back at my auntie's house.. thinking, staring blankly at the computer screen. wishing that my auntie will bring out the alchohol and i shall drink. drink and get drunk (no, im joking), and wake up tomorrow and throw up. i havent touched alchohol in a long time.. not even a sip from my parent's glasses. drinking alchohol without getting drunk is a great skill to have.. and maybe i should train on that tonight.. and ill be weird tomorrow morning. haha.. YES, i shall go and ask her when she comes out of the toilet..
shall wait for the phone to ring.
byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.
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