urgh. ines types as fast as a sloth moves. or maybe even ""faster"". im changing my blogskin later, and then i have my class from 6-830pm, and my rehearsal from 730-930pm. and of course im leaving class halfway..

yesterday's rehearsal: horrible, tiring, stinky, blazing hot, emotional, unmotivated
tiring for me, stinky bcus of everyone's sweat, blazing hot bcus i felt that i was locked in a sauna with a whole load of sweating girls which added on to the heat, emotional because everyone was getting pissed, unmotivated- well thats pretty obvious, everyone was tired. IT WAS THREE LONG HOURS. AND I WAS EN POINTE. IN MY BRAND NEW SUPER STIFF AND HARD POINTE SHOE. ive added on a few more blisters to the collection on my feet. and the old blisters suddenly burst into life again and were bleeding. so i have like.. five blisters now? ah. and my toes are still numb, my feet are aching, no, actually im aching everywhere. IM GROWING OLD..

and fyi: dancers have ugly feet, the pointe shoe makes their feet worse, but makes them look all the more perfect and amazing and graceful and beautiful on the outside. the shoe is just a facade, a mask. the shoe is just a little tool that we use to destroy ourselves yet make ourselves look pretty. and we have to make it look terribly easy.. so theres that little inside info on dancers.

ines, my grandma and my maid are heading to jurong bird park today. and me and shaun shall slack at home.. well actually, shaun's going off to play badminton at three, so i guess i'll follow him. i dont like to be alone at home and lock up all the windows and doors.. but the thing is, he's going back to school at one or two, so.. i think i'll go out and meet him at three. and then i shall watch him and his friends play. ^_^

ines shall update when she comes back. i shall make it a routine for her. i mean, all she does is slack in front of the tv.. (i think its terrible and unhealthy,) so i guess this is her homework. shaun's blog is lagging terribly.. i just hope he updates before he flies off to UK. speaking of that, hes not really keen on me sending him off.. he said i can follow in the car, and after that he'll throw me back into the car. how cool. i think i have the right to do what i want now, i have the right as a human, as his sister, and as a friend. erm, but if he doesnt like it then i shant do anything. >.<

for lunch.. me and shaun shall head down/up to the kitchen and COOK. whee. first time we cook together. O_O yeah.. hes planning something easy, like fried rice or something.. i'll do lettuce and some other side dish? but of course, that was just something we talked over yesterday, we havent really decided, i think it was more of us assuring our grandma that we wouldnt starve. but of course we had to say that since both of us were to lazy to walk out and buy something.. since our house is so in-the-middle-of-nowhere. *correction: middle of this big housing estate.*

well, yesterday, shaun was wonding out loud who HARD GAY was.. once i heard the words, i just burst out laughing. well you see, our dear cousin, hongzai, or chris or whatever i call him, came visiting the previous day when i wasnt around.. and he was so INTO hard gay.. i think he was acting like him or singign the hard gay song.. BTW, my cousin's real cool, he has the latest technology, he seems to be enjoying his rate of life, he likes playing with us kids, he talks to us alot (sometimes my mum asks him to do so, bcus she doesnt feel comfortable saying it to us, issues like: me, shaun, shaun's attitude.. whatever), and hes still going on strong SINGLE, and.. hes in his thirties already.. old. HAHA. yeah, so back to hard gay. i first knew hard gay at.. td's place, where he showed me a video of him. it was disturbing for ME, at first, but now i just simply love hard gay.

HARDO GEII- is this jap comedian who acts gay, and goes around helping people and doing weird stuff. the kids in japan just simply love him, although i felt that parents shouldnt let their kids so close to such a character.

so when shaun was wondering.. i just showed him the first video i saw of him, trying to improve business of this ramen shop. into the first ten seconds, he was already laughing his head off. like he was laughing and laughing and laughing and laughing... and laughing. okay, so in my absense (i went off to ballet), it seems shaun became a fellow lover of hard gay, *alongside with my cousin, me, td, and the diehard fan, weiqiang. ^_^ and of course many other youtubers all over the world.* he was watching the Hard gay visiting Yahoo! video. way weird. hey, go check it out on youtube, its quite cool. and shaun was trying hard to download hard gay's song. its just funny shit.

okay, going to have my breakfast, see the people off, and watch shaun play. ^_^