IMHEREAGAIN.
changing my blogskin today..
another sadistic one or another kind?
haha. i see another sadistic one that applies to me.
it says: i was born to make your life miserable.
^_^
well, maybe not today then.
i'll use some other one.

er. yesterday was NICE and HAPPY. people could sense that i was abit psycho, but HECK. ^_^ if i was feeling moody, it would have been the worse day ever. 1. i was trying to open my eyeliner, but i snapped it in TWO. like TWO SEPERATE PIECES. my poor eyeliner. not that i usually wear it, but i wanted to yesterday.. pfft. 2. my thumb was severely bleeding. i probably smacked it against something.. initially i didnt notice, until suddenly my thumb hurt if i moved it in a certain way, and i looked at it, and i freaked out. ^_^" erm. its the piece of skin that attaches the nail to the finger.. ouch.

dropped my plan to go to the beach halfway, cause i decided to go house-visiting. went to td's house and slacked whatever was left of the afternoon. thank god i reached there, for it started RAINING like 10 minutes after i went in. erm. did nothing much.. watched anime, read my ballet picture book, basically SLACKED. i wanted to sleep badly, but i couldnt sleep in other people's houses. 1. it was impolite. 2. i would be taking their hospitality for granted. 3. i would be dead if THE NEWS leaked out. 4. erm. danger? girls would know what i mean.. not that i dont trust him, but STILL. haha. and alot of other reasons. then he left at seven to go and meet up with the others and play lan. (and of course he was LATE, like he always is.. but he said people like me would wait for him. and i had to agree.. argh. my stupidity,) and i went off.. shall not say where. ^_^

on the way home, saw this bunch of jap girls cooing at this cat. the cat looked damned scared. but the girls were going: KAWAII NE~~ and whatever shit they said. i cringed inwardly. they were so freaking high-pitched. but that's typical of jap girls, ACTING CUTE. argh. they always want their GIGANTIC *SCARY* EYES, mascara, think eyeliner, JUST OUT OF BED MESSY HAIR, PINK and more PINK, being high pitched, wearing crazy clothes that would look ugly on everyone else and all that CUTESY stuff. i say, its SCARY. *propaganda.* but that's why guys are so crazy over them.. so i shall just let them be, instead of telling them to get a life and stop being posEUrs. *ugh.* haha. sounds like im jealous? well, noelle doesnt get jealous unless it involves certain people. ^_^

tuition is sadly cancelled. having rehearsal at night. *i havent recovered from all my blisters yet.. oww.* my mum said she didnt go see TAKE THE LEAD with me bcus i said i would rahter go and watch with my friends. i now think back and realise how horrible i am. sorry mum ^_^. in fact, i didnt even remember what i said until she told me. now she says she wants to go and watch x-men.. so maybe i'll go with her.. but somehow i always end up having nothing to say to her when we go out. so it becomes a silent affair. sad. ahha. i see a blogskin that features kairi and sora.. kissing. ugh. not my type. ^_^ ah well. shall go and look for a NICER blogskin and change it.

THANKSFORBEINGHERETOREAD,
it means qutie alot to me.