boo.
good morning.
just woke up.
its considered early for me,
so i feel as if im still sleeping.
blogging in my dreams, literally.
:))

hmm.. today?
i have NO BALLET.
the only day in my week that doesnt have anything to do with DANCE/BALLET.
so i guess its my slack day.
for once i wanted to do nothing but stay at home and slack,
but of course i cant.

CAUSE I HAVE TO GO AND COLLECT MY POINTE SHOES.
grrr..
the bloody stock only comes when its my slacking day.
and its so inconvenient to go all the way there.
im too lazy to walk out of the house,
and wait for the bus, and all that.

bah. but i have to go and collect it before that AUNTIE sells it to someone else.
she always does that, even though we reserve our GOODS way before hand.
and she complains whole day about the stock not coming in and all that.
I MEAN- its HER business, and she should handle it by herself.
as customers, we dont care, we just want our goods.

UGH. sickening auntie.

and she always makes me and nat sit down and listen to her 'wonderful music'.
erm. its the really weird kind,
and she asked us to imagine a dance.
COOL... and she was like: the music very nice right? nice right?
and i was like: er.. yeah.. its nice..
but of course i was lying to make her happy.
but it was a bad move, bcus she started to sing.
OH GOSH.
that auntie is way weird.

okay. so im getting my pointe shoes in the afternoon.
and im maybe handing up my pre-elementary exam form.
argh..

okay. now. LAST NIGHT.
hoho. last night was.. er. PAINFUL.
okay. i made a bad mistake of going EN POINTE for MS KOK's class,
which is my usual class..
and after that, MR LITAO's REHEARSAL was entirely en pointe.
and i didnt go en pointe for over a month?
SO I BLISTERED.
OWW. i have one blister on the extreme left beside my left little toe.
confusing?
and another one on the tip of my right second toe.
OUCH. my poor feet has lost its touch.
and now they're NUMB, and when i touch any toe ITS SO BLOODY PAINFUL.
**cries**
and besides, i wasnt using my own pointe shoes,
AND IT WAS SOOOOOO SMALL.
and i was just simply dying to get out of my pointe shoes throughout the whole rehearsal.

THE REHEARSAL WAS okay.
ms lee was nagging at mr litao not to push us too hard, cannot scold us, cannot injure us, cannot be fierce.. blablabla.
and he was like: i fierce or you firece? (in chinese)
then he chased ms lee out of the studio.
CUTEEEEEE.

er. mr litao is a SISSY, he dances like a girl, and he makes funny noises.
the worse part is, he's married with a wife and kids.
and he has the cutest chinese accent while speaking english.
so cute that you cant understand his english half the time.
and BALLET WORDS/TERMS are in FRENCH,
so when he says it its even funnier.

yeah. i think hes BIASED.

okay. so he has four solo girls,
which is mainly another three girls and... me.
i live a sad life. everytime i laugh during rehearsal he'll look at me and smile.
and i get the creeps. so i just look away and pretend i didnt make eye contact with him.
I MEAN- half the class is better than me, and all are higher grades..
and i have to do the solo part.
maybe he thinks i look good doing MODERN,
(it aint a ballet performance)
which simply just means he's weird.

okay, in the end i didnt, cause when mr litao asked me if i got it i said no, when i meant yes, and
TADA- i didnt have to solo.
((:

and he'll always direct his questions to ME,
i dont know if its me being over-sensitive, but i think he does.
oh gosh. what have i landed myself into,
by just simply being happy and laughing alot.
ergh. i think he thinks im the most chirpy girl in his troupe.
and HAPPIEST and CUTEST and WHATEVER.
eww. im so the opposite.

bleahs. he still gave me the main parts.
like its only the four solo girls doing stuff on the stage.
cool... not.
my parts looks damned neat and nice compared to other parts,
BCUS THE PEOPLE DANCING WITH ME ARE ALL PROS.
ah. nice innit? then i have to work ferociously to catch up with them.
and,
when we ended off for the day,
he placed me IN FRONT OF EVERYONE.
then he dismissed us due to MS LEE'S chasing him upstairs.
how cute.

it was just entertaining for me to be there last night.
i was amoooooosed.

shaun's getting his pocket money for his london trip.
how cool is that?
i doubt he's buying anything back for ME, only maybe for my auntie.
boohoohoo.
but he's bringing hundreds and hundreds with him.
i think tis bcus the living cost in london is high..
well i cant blame him for that.

i dont want to go to NZ anymore,
i wna go to london and check out the RAD (royal academy of DANCE),
or go to bangkok to SHOP.
i think the second one is more realistic,
since i MAY be going to thailand as part of the school's exchange programme.
speaking of THALIND EXCHANGE PROGRAMME,
i cant email HER. oh no.
i tried so many times.
i feel so disappointed.
hah.
this coming out of noelle seems so WRONG,
it sounds too guai of noelle.
bahh.

shall go and eat my breakfast.
im out of my half-sleeping.