DUMDEEDUM. IM HOME. finally. heheh. DANCED TILL IM GIDDY. wheeee. no, im not happy. im just feeling 'dont know what to feel', so i just started being chirpy and wacky. had rehearsal at SIX? i totally forgot about it until some people reminded me. they were asking what i was going to do from three something to six. DANG. thought i could go home and sew my pointes. >.<
okay.. so rehearsal was OKAY. erm. i screwed up LOADS, but i didnt really care. was feeling giddy and tired the whole time. bah. i think ms lee doesnt like me anymore. >.< size="4"> since im such an attention seeker. in fact, i like anyone who likes me for who i am. cant help it. yeah. *so i think ms lee has stopped liking me bcus of the "BF THING", which i am still strongly denying, but no one believes me, so i shall just tell myself that ive done nothing wrong and no one can find proof against me. HAH.* ms lee was pretty pissed the whole rehearsal, and she kinda took it out on us.. but i guess its also natural for her, since she IS a TEACHER. cant blame her. can only be angry at her, but i'll feel guilty after that, so i shall just remain emotionless regardless of what she does.
okay. im partly like this bcus i was thinking on the bus back home. i just thought of the weirdest things.. and in those minutes in the bus, i had already planned out how i want my birthday to be. weird? THATS ME FOR YOU. my birthday doesnt have to be those that gets half the school gossiping and inviting people you dont really know, but you THINK theyre popular and all. *i never EVER want such a party. those are mainly reserved for the popular bitches who care about nothing but their looks, whats the latest, and everyone's bfs. which i think is IMMATURE, and such stated bitches should just be ashamed of themselves and jump off a building to save themselves from the embarassment.* i just want a simple outing with the people i love. too ordinary, but i think its the most meaningful to me. and its not something my parents would not not approve of.. so its more or less perfect *for me.*
well. some of you MIGHT be wondering.. why is noelle online? YOU SEE, her parents have gone out without her AGAIN, to some pub or bar to celebrate their friend's birthday. cool innit? ^_^ and.. i have a sudden urge to get a pair of specs and go parading around as a nerd.. ah. im weird. okay
tired
byebye