... hello. i'm still dead tired, so forgive me if this post is crap. i don't know why i'm so tired, since i slept right after i came back from ballet and bathed. which was like ten-something pm. its not really that late.. rehearsal last night was OKAY, ms lee finally got on focus, and she knows what she wants for this dance, and she's finishing it up on monday. good. then she says she'll start the second dance. FINALLY.. last night was the first night i sweated at rehearsal. and gosh, she gave me one of the most confusing parts. out of the whole SENIOR category, there are two sub-categories, juniors and seniors. the juniors are the lower grade ones (PREVIOUSLY grade sevens), and the seniors (of the seniors) are the higher grade ones (PREVIOUSLY grade eight). and supposedly im a junior. BUT, she gave me a senior part in the beginning and put me right in front. so after dancing for a while i have to run back to my original junior position. gosh. damn confusing lor. natasha's life is easier, she's been upgraded to a full senior, since ms lee put her with the seniors already. cool. good for her, at least she can get a more 'standing out' part.. i'm quite okay with my half junior, half senior position..
woke up this morning with the weirdest dream. it gave me a throbbing headache. but of course i didnt wail and moan and complain, since ines was sleeping with me, and i didnt want to wake her up. so i was just biting my lip to make sure i didnt start making noise. ow. my headache's gone now.. but it might come back anytime, so i had better don't be hyper today. >.<
yesterday afternoon i was busy.. SEWING. surprisingly. i finally decided to start sewing up my pointe shoes. *ah. i havent done the most difficult part, which is sewing something onto the TIP of the pointe shoe, which is the uber hard part. with my first pair, i broke four needles trying to sew it.. and i got most of my fingers bleeding severely.* and.. halfway through sewing the ribbons on, my mum brought me out.. to get ANOTHER pair of pointes for my intermediate foundation exam in september.. and i just freaked out.. bcus it meant another load of sewing for me to do. i aint the best seamstress there ever is, but my sewing skills are enough to get me by, enough to make sure my shoes dont fall apart even with the active dancing and jumping about. but it is alot of hard work you know..
i don't really have much to blog about, since it's only early in morning. i have to get to ballet by myself later *hmph. why....* cause my mum's taken the car to work. haix. working on a sunday. causing herself less rest and causing all of us difficulty travelling since we dont have the car. actually, its only me who's doing the travelling while my dad, ines and shaun slack at home. O_O BUT STILL. working on sundays isnt a good thing. sunday= slack day.
ah. shall go and watch shaun play his ps2. im bored. really.
CIAO.