good morning.
sewing my pointe shoes now. broke my nail. ouch. trying to download songs, but my limewire's abit cranky today. can't search. >.< ah well. hmm. today i have my rehearsal from 2-5. and my ballet class at 545-7 something? yeah. so i'll be gone the whole day too. except now of course.
ive decided, i DO need guitar lessons. where? dont know. HOW TO PAY? dont know. when? dont know. WHY? bcus i need to improve. DUH. what? its an ACOUSTIC GUITAR. lame shit. okay. lets continue. ... im not considering yamaha, cause its expensive. ^_^"
shaun's leaving this friday, and i'll probably send him off, and while he's gone, i'm going to spend a weekend over at my auntie's place. its either this weekend or next weekend. still deciding.. but i think this weekend's better. of course i have a reason.. but its secret. well well. no one needs to know anyway.
okay, i have to say im in love with hip hop and r&b. its abit poser-ish, but i like it, its nice to dance to, so too bad if you think its weird. *of course i still love my rock, and pop and japanese songs.*
i cant wait till im sixteen. i have to wait another two and a half years before i attain that age. i cant stand great movies with the little NC16 sign at the corner. it really pisses me off. AND, my mum says that i can date when im sixteen, not that im greatly looking forward to it, O_O, but its a greater form of freedom i guess. and i love freedom. and not that i want to date badly either, so dont go thinking too much. ah well. i shall wait. wait impatiently. by the time im sixteen i'll probably wish im eighteen anyway. LOL. but theres also a small part of me wishing to be a little girl again. and be innocent and petty and generally cute. >.<
anyway, yesterday was quite an unlucky day, i tripped and choked alot. i choked on my lunch, this stupid piece of meat.. grr. and i popped this gummie into my mouth, and i think i laughed or something, and the gummie went down my throat without me chewing and all. and i couldnt cough it up, so i had to force it down. ouch. poor throat. not to mention the countless times i choked on my water. and i tripped over everything. wires, humps, everything. even walking on a straight smooth terrain made me fall. is this a sign that the GUY UP THERE is trying to send me? ah. i might just die any moment. i might just choke myself to death on the water im drinking now. well, i am what i am. i am what certain people describe me as. i am just simply GONG. ^_^" and careless, and blur, and everything else.
i have to add on to my material wants soon, when i have the time. its like everytime i see soemone with that SOMETHING, i just go: i want that. not that i really NEED that, but its a nice little piece of technology (or some plain little piece of clay) that would make entertaining myself easier. something such as that bird whistle at suntec. and a proper working phone with all the proper working functions of a modern phone. and a new wallet which shouts NOELLE'S STYLE all over it. and a new thick liquid eyeliner to make up for my broken one. ^_^" well.
girls (like noelle here)= time + money + loads of effort + sincerity + well, almost everything.
to sum it up, girls like me, are a waste of precious material. we look at worth, and at FASHION. of course, im not like that anymore, but sometimes that girly feel just comes back, and i become this fickle-minded and shallow girl. haix. noelle is just a plain waste. ^_^"
okay. and now, noelle looks like a MINAH- malay ah lian, a MALAY (in general), an INDONESIAN, and i just basically dont look like a chinese. sometimes i scare people by just simply speaking mandarin. well, looks are deceiving. actually, my looks can pass me off as almost anything, it just depends on what i dress as. O_O oh, my mum says that me and shaun have natural eyebags, inherited from her. so when i put on eyeliner, its scary. but nvm, i like looking like a zombie, so what?
haha. long post. ^_^. im going to eat my breakfast, my late breakfast.. okay.
BYEEE.
sewing my pointe shoes now. broke my nail. ouch. trying to download songs, but my limewire's abit cranky today. can't search. >.< ah well. hmm. today i have my rehearsal from 2-5. and my ballet class at 545-7 something? yeah. so i'll be gone the whole day too. except now of course.
ive decided, i DO need guitar lessons. where? dont know. HOW TO PAY? dont know. when? dont know. WHY? bcus i need to improve. DUH. what? its an ACOUSTIC GUITAR. lame shit. okay. lets continue. ... im not considering yamaha, cause its expensive. ^_^"
shaun's leaving this friday, and i'll probably send him off, and while he's gone, i'm going to spend a weekend over at my auntie's place. its either this weekend or next weekend. still deciding.. but i think this weekend's better. of course i have a reason.. but its secret. well well. no one needs to know anyway.
okay, i have to say im in love with hip hop and r&b. its abit poser-ish, but i like it, its nice to dance to, so too bad if you think its weird. *of course i still love my rock, and pop and japanese songs.*
i cant wait till im sixteen. i have to wait another two and a half years before i attain that age. i cant stand great movies with the little NC16 sign at the corner. it really pisses me off. AND, my mum says that i can date when im sixteen, not that im greatly looking forward to it, O_O, but its a greater form of freedom i guess. and i love freedom. and not that i want to date badly either, so dont go thinking too much. ah well. i shall wait. wait impatiently. by the time im sixteen i'll probably wish im eighteen anyway. LOL. but theres also a small part of me wishing to be a little girl again. and be innocent and petty and generally cute. >.<
anyway, yesterday was quite an unlucky day, i tripped and choked alot. i choked on my lunch, this stupid piece of meat.. grr. and i popped this gummie into my mouth, and i think i laughed or something, and the gummie went down my throat without me chewing and all. and i couldnt cough it up, so i had to force it down. ouch. poor throat. not to mention the countless times i choked on my water. and i tripped over everything. wires, humps, everything. even walking on a straight smooth terrain made me fall. is this a sign that the GUY UP THERE is trying to send me? ah. i might just die any moment. i might just choke myself to death on the water im drinking now. well, i am what i am. i am what certain people describe me as. i am just simply GONG. ^_^" and careless, and blur, and everything else.
i have to add on to my material wants soon, when i have the time. its like everytime i see soemone with that SOMETHING, i just go: i want that. not that i really NEED that, but its a nice little piece of technology (or some plain little piece of clay) that would make entertaining myself easier. something such as that bird whistle at suntec. and a proper working phone with all the proper working functions of a modern phone. and a new wallet which shouts NOELLE'S STYLE all over it. and a new thick liquid eyeliner to make up for my broken one. ^_^" well.
girls (like noelle here)= time + money + loads of effort + sincerity + well, almost everything.
to sum it up, girls like me, are a waste of precious material. we look at worth, and at FASHION. of course, im not like that anymore, but sometimes that girly feel just comes back, and i become this fickle-minded and shallow girl. haix. noelle is just a plain waste. ^_^"
okay. and now, noelle looks like a MINAH- malay ah lian, a MALAY (in general), an INDONESIAN, and i just basically dont look like a chinese. sometimes i scare people by just simply speaking mandarin. well, looks are deceiving. actually, my looks can pass me off as almost anything, it just depends on what i dress as. O_O oh, my mum says that me and shaun have natural eyebags, inherited from her. so when i put on eyeliner, its scary. but nvm, i like looking like a zombie, so what?
haha. long post. ^_^. im going to eat my breakfast, my late breakfast.. okay.
BYEEE.
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